.: This is the day :.

Today is the day I have to think is there anything else that I haven't do for my project. Because tomorrow is the submission day. I must admit that I'm darn a very clumsy person because I got some minor mistakes in my documentation that I overlooked but I already got them printed. Haha, but they are alright. I hope.

AT LAST!!!!!! Somehow I got lazy when the project period is so long. Like... I'll sometimes feel lazy and think, nah, I can still do it later/tomorrow. Then I'll get all so nervous and panic when find out something which is BIG and needed to be solved IMMEDIATELY! ( else I can't eat and sleep that night ) Though that thing can be solved a bit later, not such a urgent. I'm glad I started developing the system 3 months back. I still have time to debug and do coding for the parts which is not perfect when the due is like 3 days later. Of course my documentation is started about 2 weeks before the submission date. So I spend 1-2 days to finish 1 chapter of the entire report.

Overall I think I'd done it okay. I cant say perfect because I know there're flaws in the system. But that's all I can do with my ability. And before you can think of something else, hey, I know how to program into a Palm OS. Hahahaa, I can say that proudly. And, hey, I know how to make my Palm OS to coomunicate with my desktop.... hahaha though that's where the flaws are but.. Well I'd done my best so I have nothing to regret at all ( Mr.WIlliam Hung said that, it's very true indeed)

Other than that, maybe I dont know how to separate work and entertainment. I'd lost quite a lot of quality time I should have with family and friends. I'd lost touch with some fun/important happenings around the world. I even didnt know there's nice eating place around my area. I really need to do something about it.

Apart frm the final year project, I certainly need to do other subjects well in order me to score in the final year, as FYP is not the main thing to decide whether you'll get a first class or not( I seriously hope that ahahahah). It's been long since my last update. I always post pics as you all can see. I hope this pieace can tell you all how I am lately.... I feel extremely tired today. Maybe this is the after-tension-release-syndrome. Hehehehe.

Hehe our honeymoon after the wedding... the place is called Jawaii, only for couples oo ! Let's explore..

Nice place eh?? hehehe so I quickly snap one too.. aren't we lovely? nyek nyek..

Anjo: aiyo Romantic eh... lai sek sek sin...
Jae: hehe, romantic oo, love shape island ..

Jae: darl i heard there's honeymoon suite here...
Anjo: oh? lai, we go see see...

Anjo: hee hee... honeymoon suite eh... what couples do in honeymoon leh? *grin*
Jae: ohhh.. i know what u thinking ...gg

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Anjo: loupo ar.. this bed is more comfortable than the previous one .... *yawn*
Jae: heehee, yeah this bed is bigger.. OF COZ LA !!! dis room is more expensive!!

Jae: a pub ...let's try something ...
Anjo: ya ... let's see....hmm...

Jae: hahahaha ... drink la.. drink somemore..
Anjo: ey ?? awwwww this is fun, lai i want another time ...

Anjo:woohooo ... high ... lai ress me.I wanna order again...
Jae: lougung.. u see la, becoz of u, my wedding dress no more liao..

Anjo: yeah baby! come I want to try again.......
Jae: pif ... so like to drink !

Jae: Dont drink lor, see your face, so red already...
Anjo: oh~~~~~I ..feel... happy....

Jae: see.... 3rd time....
Anjo: hehehe.. ok la... loupo dont cry liao..

Jae: Time to go back lor...
Anjo: wait, kill this first...

So that ends our honeymoon trip to Jawaii.. A fighter will forever be a fighter eh? Never let go a monster... lolzzz

~**This day marks the destiny of ours. Our hands are held tightly and our hearts are one. Thank you for loving me for who I am. With you by my side, I shall never be alone in the adventure of Rune Midgarts**~

this is what I call "after wedding rave party" ... cccoooooooooooolllllllllll...!!!!

Everyone : gggriiiirrr, lucky we're brought to here, else it's so boring following the newly weds. LET'S KILL!!!!!

jae : Oh !! help! Heal my lougung plz Joo...

[=Angugu=]: er.. I guess we just stay up here darl?

jae: er.. Jump or not jump???

Nice place again, in Amatsu. This pic is really nice, i like it. ^^

I guess everyone is having a good time .. Look at ODA, he kept cracking berserk potion and awakening potion, man he's feeling "higher" than the newly weds! hahaha

Joo and her hubby also dressed sweetly. Hehe. I like this pic. Erm guys at the back, tepi sikit!!

Darl, with you, everywhere is a heaven.

Joo brought us to alot of places to take pics. Here it is a map in geffen. It's like a heaven eh?Everyone's nice to follow us to here. OH is that a mermaid?

My RO wedding day on 14/3/2005, 9pm. I'm very happy that my closes friend in the game, Joo came to the wedding ceremony. [=Angugu=] is my hubby in the game ^^ His char is a White Smith. We've been knowing each other for long. sweet ^^

.: No Life :.

I think.... I have no life. Not that I am complaining everything that I own now while some people wish for but just couldnt get. I have good living environment that I can't complain any further. But just, I think I miss out something in life. I tend to forget about my surrounding when I'm too focus onto something. A very simple example is that, I cant remember what my mom asked me to do when I'm thinking of a solution of a logical problem in project, but I answered her "yeah.". And it happens many times that I forgot to do what she asked me to, so of course, kena marah-lah lolz.

What happens after I submit my final year project? My entire life focus is in the project now, though I know there are 2 more projects awaiting in line. I guess I gotta balance back my life after I submit it. Know what? I have 2 boxes of puzzles that I'd left abandon, and I think I'm gonna complete them after I submit the project. I know I'm losing patience in everything I do and the people I meet. I need that back. I dont wanna be mean or cruel or..... cold. And I think I missed out the time I could spend with my parents. Lately I notice that my dad and mom are looking .... older and tired. My brother , well he's losing his patience from working pressure. And I think he's gonna learn to handle that after seeing the change in me(I hope). Besides, I think I'm losing something fun around my circle of friends.

Gotta do something about it. Wish me luck *blink*

.: Without you here, Oh how I'm missing you so.. :.

Having you as part of my life,
Has felt like such a breakthrough;
And so I just wanted you to know,
How much I really, trully miss you.

My many thoughts of you,
Sometimes happy, sometimes sad,
Always make me feel so special,
Because of the good times we've had.

I only wish that you could be
Here with me right now,
I'd magically transport you here,
if only I knew how...

Lovely poem .... I saw this via flowgo.com. So I shamelessly copied it down. Hehehe. Sweet isn't it?

.: That's my CNY, every year... :.

Hello everyone! Happy Chinese New Year. Sorry it's been quite sometime I've not been updating any entries into my blog :P Been buzy since the 1st day of CNY. I'm glad that I've done quite alot of work for my FYP before the CNY thus I could temporarily put it aside during CNY and now, it's time to start back.

Every year my CNY is the same --- everyone of my family is like been working 20 hours a day at the end of the day when we reach home. Exhausted, dirty, and the last thing we'd do is to go out again. TV or bed are our favourites at night because we've been visiting from house to house in an extremely hot day ( I wonder what happened, it's like an oven outside everyday of CNY! ) so I'd very much prefer to just ..... have a little peace of mind and body before I go to bed to rest and start again the routine the next day. BUT it's been fun. I met with relatives and cousins that I havent seen for months. Some changed alot, some are still the same ^^. OF course getting red packets is the most exciting thing during CNY (That's the MAIN THING Nyek nyek nyek!)

This year I've got a new place to go -- to visit my RO friend's house. The place we gathered is my guild master's house. I decided to drive that night because I know my bro is gonna get himself tipsy ( or drunk, whatever). I gotta mention that his mom makes ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS cookies. We played some game and chatted alot and we met with new members whose faces we've never seen. They are quite bold to get into my car, not afraid that I might drop them in the middle of KLANG highway wahahahah! Anywayz, it's been fun.

Got 3 gatherings to attend this weekend. 1st is my primary schoolmates, then Eric's house as he called for a gathering, and the last is my secondary schoolmates. Well, gotta do more work before I spend this 2 days without much progress.

Alrite, that's about my CNY... Lastnight my family worshiped "ti gong", the tradition my family carries out every 8th day of CNY. My neighbourhood was very buzy playing with fire crackers, the atmosphere was very nice, abit noisy though but that's what CNY is meant to be ain't it? hehe. Got onto bed around 2am.... tired. Hehe. And now I think the Chinese is anticipating the last day of CNY, which is the 15th day, Zap Goh Meh, also known as Oriental Valentine's Day. Lolz. Till then, Gong Xi Fa Chai everyone, have a great CNY :)

.: 脱掉 :.

12123 N 外套脱掉 脱掉 外套脱掉
上衣脱掉 脱掉 上衣脱掉
面具脱掉 脱掉 龟毛脱掉 脱掉
通通脱掉 脱掉
Frer Fre Frer Frer

Hey Yoh 穿上保护色还以为自己有看头 想要有点搞头
怎么老是觉得很笨重 再也看不下去
别怪人口太多那是心事重重
空气污浊 有人太过臃肿

瞭了吧 就是想得太多 又卡住头
差点要本性流露 就不要ㄍ一ㄥ过头

七情六欲 仁义道德 谁不是天生就有
yo baby ya baby 全脱掉　
换一套　就地开窍

我们穿了太多烦恼 热到自己受不了
脾气总会莫名其妙 冒烟又傻笑
你辛苦 我辛苦
何必那么苦

yo baby ya baby 规矩太多一起脱掉 有搞头一起飙
浑身上下清爽畅凉快 活着多美好
你知道 你想要 那样才翘

This Aln't About Sex It's About Love
And If You Can Feel It Let Me Hear You Say

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na~
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 通通脱掉
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na

外套脱掉 脱掉 外套脱掉
上衣脱掉 脱掉 上衣脱掉
面具脱掉 脱掉
龟毛脱掉 脱掉
通通脱掉 脱掉
Frer Frer Frer Frer

有冲动 没行动 那就什么都白搞
没问题 干脆我们来分工合作
谁要点那把火 谁要火上加油
场子热了谁都不要躲 干脆假戏真做

跳进来搅和 给你机会放纵
拜托大家不要败再没事穿太多
123脱得精光锻炼身体有突破
yo baby I Want You (I Need You) I Want You I Need You

我们穿了太多烦恼 热到自己受不了
脾气总会莫名其妙 冒烟又傻笑
你辛苦 我辛苦
何必那么苦
Yo baby yo baby 规矩太多一起脱掉
有搞头一起飙 浑身上下清爽凉快
活着多美好 你知道 你想要 那样才翘

Ha I Don't Know About You But I'm Felling Good
And If You Can Feel It Too Just Show Me What You Got
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na 通通脱掉 脱 掉
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na

外套脱掉 脱掉 外套脱掉
上衣脱掉 脱掉 上衣脱掉
面具脱掉 脱掉
龟毛脱掉 脱掉 通通脱掉 脱掉
Frer Frer Frer Frer

.: Shopping Shopping :.

Finally everything is settling down and what's left now is FYP ( gotta work on the networking after CNY). I wish I can finish it up 2 weeks before the submission so I can work on the documentation THOROUGHLY. I guess what they really emphasize on is the documentation. *pif* I hate writing....

I went shopping with my mom at Mid Valley yesterday. Not much of people that's what I like coz I dont need to spend time queuing up for fitting room! Went in couple shops but can't seem to get what I want --- nice to look at and reasonable price. IMPOSSIBLE! Perhaps my requirement is too high? Ended up I spent around RM200 for 3 pieces of clothes -- Padini slack, Voir skirt, GEB top. My mom's mouth went "O" shape when paying for those but erm... mom, I only shopping once in a while.. Hehehe when I work I'll buy many many nice clothes for you ya! Oh ya, I need to get new sandals and shoes.... kekeekekekek might go shopping again within these few days. I seldom got mood for shopping -- when I do it's really a necessary for me to get new clothes. Hehehe buying new clothes is something HAPPY, it'll make you HAPPY hahhaha! *stupid*

Tomorrow's Wendy's turn for her MIP. I hope she'll do it great. Last 2 days she was so panic and anxious. A few of us tried to give her a hand on working out the UML diagrams, which is like more than 60 diagrams? GOD BLESS! I spent the night at Zoe's place and then we went yumcha around 2++am. SOmething happened which was unexpected -- oh ya the joker was me, again. Somehow I got to make the table of friends laughed happily, and I think I spoiled my image abit? BUT HEY! I dont speak like that normally doesn't mean I dont know how to.... nyek nyek nyek! Good that I made you all happy ya?

Gotta clean up my study room later on. So I stop here. GONG XI FA CHAI everyone :) Enjoy the new year!

.: 浪子心声 :.

难分真与假 人面多险诈
几许有共享荣华 畔水滴不分差
无知井里蛙 徒望添声价
空得意目光如麻 谁料金屋变败瓦

命里有时终须有
命里无时莫强求

雷声风雨打 何用多惊怕
心公正白璧无瑕 行善积福最乐也
人比海里沙 无用多牵挂
君可见漫天落霞 名利息间似雾化

A very meaningful song sang by Sam Hui. For those who can read Chinese, stop doing what's on your hand for a while, take a look at these words and think about it. :)

.: Time for CNY cleaning!!! :.

Woosh~~~ Finally, assignments, test ... ALL OVER! *yippie* It's time for cleaning my room and CNY shopping heheheheheh SO happy! It's been long since my last shopping. Feel so excited about it. I just settled down from the 1st round of cleaning my room. I told myself today after class I must at least wipe off some of the dirt of my room, and so I did ! I not only wiped off the dirt, I cleaned the edge of the wall, I wiped whatever frames I got in my room, I cleaned up my magneted dolls which are so adorable to look at..... and gobble gobble gobble... Tomorrow I'm gonna tidy up my closet which is now a horrible, ugly, terrible mess !! Hehehe! And then.... nyek nyek nyek, shopping time!!! New tops, new pants, new skirt, new shoes/sandals wakakakakaka shop till I drop!

.: Blank Headed :.

Been writing a paper regarding professional issues particularly in the topic of Video Surveillance and Software Piracy. PHiew... so much to write, so many words to think of. I lost my straight head after I finished them. I even talked in a MSN chat window with a friend for so long then only I realized I'd been talking to a wrong person. *lolz* And even so, I dont know what I'm writing !

It's Daniel's turn for the midpoint meeting today. Hope he did it great.

.: A bit of jealousy spice things up? :.

Hmm ... when do you get jealous? Over something you can't get but people have it? Or.. over someone whom you utmostly care but she/he keeps babbling someone else in front of you? Or.... over some compliments you think you should have but they ain't just for you anyway? *giggle* Too much of jealousy do nothing good. In fact, too much of anything do nothing good. BUT! Maybe.... sometimes a bit of jealousy spice things up. Like.. it can pull 2 persons closer than ever? OR... it lets people know how much you care and that it means important to you. hehe...

I heard my babe Daniel told me about he's been molested. *WHOA!* Where? In the gym. When? I think lately. HOW? yeah that's the right question. I think gym nowadays are packed with gays???? But congrats Daniel for having such amazing charm to have a guy eyed on you. Is he handsome anyway? *LOL* I dont know if I'm permitted to tell you the details, I leave it for you to find out, he's available at his blog. Check it out. *hehehehe*

Alright, gotta continue with my work. TTYL! (Talk To Y'all Later) have a nice Saturday everyone * wink*

Current mood: Quite a relax one?
Current music: er.... MTVs on MTV

.: 我的心太乱 :.

夜里难以入睡
用什么可以麻醉
情绪太多怎堪面对
不是不要你陪
有些事你无法体会
卸下了防备孤独跟随
我想要一个自己的空间
能够好好想想我们之间的明天
如果爱情不如我们想像的甜美
那么所有的罪让我来背

我的心太乱
要一些空白
你若是明白
让我暂时的离开
我的心太乱
不敢再贪更多爱
想哭的我
却怎么哭也哭不出来

我的心太乱
要一些空白
老天在不在
忘了为我来安排
我的心太乱
害怕爱情的背叛
想哭的我
像是个迷路的小孩
迷路的小孩

.: 出卖 :.

谁想到是你
连自己都耻笑我
曾是好姊妹竟跟他数算我
假好心的交代过
你说他早想甩我
更说爱你竟比我多

* 就算情人多坏 亦惯了照捱
被战友战败 就似亲手给活埋
被你无情出卖 由细个到大
就算再伟大 仍恨你太像犹大
其实发誓留下隔夜仇未报也好 愿你们欠定我都好
甚么不好抱 你誓跟他拥抱
友谊情人全不保
要是来日你二人没有屋租 大概共我亦同居到
你跟他喜好 我甚么都知道
我自愿做伴娘更高
绝没甚么羞耻之心真可安乐就做
我伴侣 我伴侣 抱着了我的知己
将我击倒 比掌掴更高

Repeat *
其实发誓留下隔夜仇未报也好 让你们欠定我都好
什么不好抱 你誓跟他拥抱
友谊情人全不保
要是来日你二人没有屋租 大概共我亦同居到
你都不知道 我有冤不必报
我越受害越显得清高
你二人为隔夜仇内疚最好 别要认错乱说声早
你跟他喜好 我什么都知道
我自愿做伴娘更高
恨亦付出不少心机 只好出卖量度
我未到却做到 看着你与他怎么早晚不保
比宽恕更高

.: Hope it's not too late :.

Been working on my FYP since 2 weeks back. I would say the progress is so far so good. At least the desktop application is almost done. And what's left is the mobile application. I hate to start work but once I decided to really start working, it feels really nice to see there's result of my effort. I think I've over my scope, though. Well hell ya as long as it works nicely. Now what I'm worried about is the data communication between mobile device and desktop. Before this I'm also worried about how to write program in PDA but I'd solved this problem yesterday, with the help of my "si fu". Now I can write a simple interface for my mobile application. As there are many limitations in writing mobile application so the interface will be fairly simple. I guess next time I can write simple application and install it into my PDA. wahahaha! My own program!!! LOLz.

Working on my own project has caused me to lose grab on the other project... my friend is doing the work and I could hardly help coz I can't catch up with the coding now. Feel really sorry about that. But I'll do my best in documentation, hope I could make a bit of contribution...

Chinese New Year is coming.. "ang pow" time ... haha! I guess I can't enjoy to the fullest in this year's CNY coz I'm gonna worry about my FYP anyway.. >.<"! Nevertheless, I wish all to have a prosperous time during CNY, win "manyak-manyak" oh~~~ hehehee...

OH .. later I'll be going to Mid Valley for the RO Carnival and meet my brother there. See what's there to offer. I think there're gonna be lots of dolls... and maybe cheap reload cards. (hope so.. hehe). Guess I deserve a bit of getaway after all the hard work..(so sad... to shopping mall is a getaway??!?!?!) Have a nice weekend everyone. :)

Current mood: normal
Current music: 98.8 fm

.: My Confession :.

I have been blind
Unwilling
To see the true love
You're giving
I have ignored every blessing
I'm on my knees
Confessing...

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face
I am staggered by your beauty
Your unassuming grace
And I feel my heart is turning
Falling into place
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession

I have been wrong about you
I thought I was strong without you
For so long
Nothing could move me
For so long
Nothing cound change me

Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face
I am staggered by your beauty
Your unassuming grace
And I feel my heart is turning
Falling into place
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession

You are the air that I breathe
You are the ground beneath my feet
When did I stop believing?

.: If I Ain't Got You :.

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you babyIf I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

.: 我的错 :.

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向，不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤, 学会坚强

从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好地爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心， 还是爱你

我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤，没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔经伤你如此， 不在放肆
为何总到失去才懂得难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守后
都是为我的错， 错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

.: It feels nice to develop something that works :.

It's been sometime since I last wrote anything. Been busy with my own stuffs since few days back. I fell, it felt lousy, panic, nervous, heavy .. so I took a piece of paper and a marker pen and I wrote for myself: "Jia u! (boat will be straight when comes to the bridge)!! gam ba de!!". And I sticked the paper on the wall right infront of me. My mom laughs at me, my bro said I'm crazy. But this own-consolation does work. I am self-encouraging. So I'm standing up again. I got an expert to guide me for doing my FYP and I really thank him thounsand times. And I thank the friend who introduced me this helper.

I start doing the parts which I'm good at. And so far they are progressing and I feel good about it. Although the consequences are I'm maybe falling sick now coz I'm feeling uncomfortable, it feels superb to see it running without errors. Guess I should go to bed early tonight for tomorrow's workload.

To my friends, thank you for your support. I will do my best, at least to the extend that I have no regret. *hehe* Gam ba de !!

2nd pic I took, found a better view. See the square in the middle? There's where the emperium is (a gold rock which decideds the castle belongs to whom if one can hit it). We won, again :)

The pic is taken after RO guild war ended. We lost the one we conquered previously but gained a new one at the last minute. nyek nyek nyek~~

.: The 1st joke I made in Year 2005 :.

Hmm.. so it happened when Daniel, Wendy and I were talking in the class. Daniel went back to hometown during holiday so he was telling us about the jokes he and his friends made back there. So he was talking about Clayton, who mistaken Tiger as the representative animal for Leo (as you all know, Leo is lion) when he was asked what's his horoscope. Here's the conversation:

Daniel: "Ey you know got once we asked about Clayton what's his horoscope, his horoscope is Leo but he said "Tiger" instead of Lion. Then me and Louise so blur and we laughed. Louise said "I'm the goat on the hill", and I said "I'm the fair goat in the household". "
Wendy & Jae: "hahahahahah, tiger...."
Daniel: "Yeah..silly"
Jae: "Hahaha then I'm the monkey on the tree"

Wendy & Daniel stunned for a while, looked at me one of a kind...

Jae: "what? Monkey is on the tree mah~~~" and I looked back at them wondering what's wrong..After a few secs...

Wendy:"Jae, we're talking about the horoscope here, what's up with the monkey?"
Jae: "OOPS!!!"

And there both of them laughed at me hysterically, I laughed at my blur-ness. What? Hey he was talking about TIGER and GOAT and they are 2 of the 12 lunar animals, what's wrong if I say MONKEY! Can't believe I fell for that. grrrr... LOLZ. I laughed till I cried. I really think if I dont have Wendy and Daniel, my APIIT life would be EXTREMELY boring. I hope they feel the same about me? *hahaha!* Yeah ... But I dont know why I'll always be the one (almost everytime) that creates jokes. Well, a good start for the year, I think. :)

Current mood: ready to be massively occupied
Current music: 98.8 fm on radio

The WOE on Saturday, 1st Jan 2005. We got a castle at last too. It was taken by others, but thanks to our powerful players, we got it back. nyek nyek nyek! ~*Companions*~ might suck, but it kicks butts!

The 2nd castle we conquered on the following WOE event on Wednesday... We got it in the very last minute. Haha! Lucky assses ..

The first WOE I attended using my own character and we won a castle. Nice. :) It's Christmas night.

.: 受了点伤 :.

My love 晚安
就别再为难 别管我会受伤
想开 体谅 我已经习惯
不然又能怎样
这个城市太会说谎
爱情只是昂贵的橱窗
沿路华丽灿烂 陈列甜美幻象
谁当真谁就上当
竟然以为你会不一样
但凭什么你要不一样
因为寂寞太冷 虚构出的温暖
没理由能撑到天亮

前进 转弯 我跌跌撞撞
在这迷宫打转
死心 失望 会比较简单
却又心有不甘
这个城市太会伪装
爱情就像霓虹灯一样
谁离开之后 却把灯忘了关
让梦作得太辉煌

以为能够留你在身旁
但是谁肯留在谁身旁
一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长
这就叫好聚好散

别说你对我感到愧疚
别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走
请你不要安慰我

My love 晚安 别放在心上
我只受了点伤
只是受了点伤

.: Another long, cold night :.

Listening to "Shou Le Dian Shang", by Ah Sang. To those who wants to know about it, I posted it last week, just go to Archive or scroll down, you may see what the song's about. A special one introduced this song to me. For the first time I heard it, I was touched by its lyrics.... I'm amazed that it can actually make me cry over it. Just because the lyrics is too sad. And I started to wonder why a person like him would listen to this type of song....

Done a small part of coding .... lazy to on the ORACLE service now so I guess the testing I'll leave it for tomorrow. My progress on FYP is okay. I'm trying to speed it up. Although there are consequences like I'll be very tired and might fall sick, in fact I am sick now... Got a serious throat infection that for every saliva I swallow it hurt like a knife cutting through my throat. I couldnt stand the pain anymore thus I seeked for doctor's help. I'm getting better, the medicines work quite well. I'll try not to do last-minute work, though I feel I'm lagging now. So gotta work double, maybe triple sometimes. I might have to sacrifice some fun time during CNY. Well it's only for a year... if I can spare more time for the project I can really enjoy every minute after I submit it.

Suddenly feel abit lonely ... but well I got enough things for me to worry.. Why bother the loneliness eh?

Current mood: bored
Current music: "So Much For My Happy Ending" -- Avril Lavigne

.: Merry merry Christmas, Lonely lonely Christmas? :.

This song has been in my head on the day of Christmas eve. It's by Eason Chan, right?

I spent the eve with family. We will celebrate Christmas eve together every year. Been telling them to spare the night for dining out. So they did. We went to Mid Valley, was thinking to dine at the Chillies, but when we reached there, we gotta wait for an hour coz the queue was just too long. Never mind, thought of trying something new, so we went to San Francisco Steak House. The surrounding is really not bad. We couldn't escape from the queue, though. Even if you had reserved table, you still gotta wait for your turn. I was kinda syiok looking at those couples who thought they own the world with reservation name, pif, Queue please mister. The food is fine, the environment is nice. We enjoyed it together.

And I spent my eve alone at home, sitting at my desk, working on the translation jobs that I got (so to earn couple extra bucks) while listening to my favourite music. Didnt feel bad or whatsoever, I prefer a silent night for the eve, and to the count down. I sent out wishes to friends, and I got the most valuable one at 12midnight sharp. And know what, from the party pack, I decorate my doggie doll with a raindeer hairband and party mask, and I put on Santa hat myself. Haha trying to have some feel of Christmas (though we are not Christians). Maybe when I'm affordable next time, I will buy a Christmas Tree and decorate it for Christmas. Hehe. Whoever that went out to rave the night, had fun? Hehe Bet you all did. *smile*

And on Christmas, nothing's really special, except I had a good game playing RO in the evening. It's War Of Emperium and seemed like everyone didnt really celebrate Christmas(no life?!?! lolz), a lot of guild members were online and so we went for the war. Nice game! Had a fun time. Hopefully there's more fun coming in!

New year is coming !! Time flies eh... so fast it's 2005 soon(getting' a year elder, again! >.<"") I wish everyone a Happy 2005, may you fulfill all your new year resolution, and hope next year is a good year! CHEERS!!

All the ladies !!!! hehehe..
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Koh Sing and I. She drove me to the hotel that night. Hehe, She's a great friend !
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All my ex-collegues.. Hehe Guys from left:Ling Howe, Kenneth, Jin Jun; Girls from left:Hui Cher, me, Koh Sing, Mei Lan(bride's maid)
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The 2nd gown of the night.. .. nice nice ..
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This is the bride ... BEAUTIFUL leh !!!!!
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in my friend, Jennifer & Shaun's wedding night, I helped out at the entrance hehe, beside me is Sook Fei, Jenn's friend.
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.: Confession :.

Alright, promise will write a confession so here I begin. ( I hope I can be honest for all the things I said lolz)

~**My Love... that faded**~

Started from the beginning when I saved and saved money for a trip to Australia. It was my first oversea trip that I went myself. Excited, anxious, happy(coz I got to see the one I missed for months).. and I love the new experiences I had while staying there for a month. Sydney, a beautiful city and the places I'd been to -- natural beauty. Something is gained something is lost. I lost the love I had when I'm back. Maybe I dont love him enough. Maybe I'd changed. Distance relationship is never easy, but maybe like I said, I dont love him enough. So I cant bare with the difficulties. I have a very bad habit --- wouldn't say it's bad or good, maybe in different context, it's bad, but it's also good that I can do it: I'm very good in letting something's gone, be gone. I'm sorry for the hurts I've created for him. I wish he'll have a happier life and lately I heard that he's been doing good in both study and business. All the best to him.

~**My Friends... that hooked with cable wire**~

Been clinged myself to an online game since March. ( wow, so it's been 9 months I've been playing it ). I got to know friends who are funny, friendly, and we even become real life friends. I'm glad I can have friends like them. Dont underestimate their knowledge in the game, I got lots to learn from them. Haha. Why I love the game so much? It's just a game anyway. Well, it's online, so there are many players. Players play their characters in the game, directly reflecting their own attitude and characteristics. This is what I learn. There are scammers, not only scamming uber items or zenies(money in the game), but also maybe scamming hearts in the game. But, I'm glad the friends I know are all truthful, genuine, and worth to be called friends. And friends who are in Brunei, wow God knows if not because of the game would I ever know anyone from Brunei? The chance is thin, yeap. I'm lucky enough to know them, and may our friendship continues to blossom.

~**My Friends ... that are surrounding me**~

What can I say about the friends I have. Always I think I'm lucky. I dont have MANY friends but the ones I have, they love me. I try my best not to disappoint any friends, but if I did and I wasn't been told, I'm sincerely sorry, please forgive me. I wouldn't want to hurt you, but if I did, I didn't mean it. I'd talked craps, I'd shown faces, I'd shown temper, I'm glad you all are still there when I need y'all. I very wish to withhold you all until I breathe my last breath. To all my friends, Thank you for the friendship. I'll cherish them. And hope you all are happy to know me. *hugz*

~**My study ... my responsiblity**~

Next year is my last year of studying. Soon I'll be graduating with a degree. I must confess that I'm a lazy bone. I know what I should do, and I know I can do better if I'm more hardworking. I guess the new year wish should enclose with this -- hardworking. This year so far, I've been doing okay in studies. Scored with a satisfying result, made my parents proud. The feeling is great. Always have the bad habit of studying in the last minute. Should have changed this attitude. *hehe, say is always the easiest*

~**My Life ... should I hope for a better one?**~

Life is a treasure -- be alive when you ARE alive. My headshot. Been saying Life is Beautiful, so live to the fullest. I'm doing my very best for that. Treasure everyday, but it seems like I take everyday for granted. I'm lucky enough to have what I have now. I should be grateful. I have what I love, I am at where I'm most protected. There is really nothing more to complain. I should plan my future, though. Right now it's all plain. I don't know where to head to. After finish studying, it's time to really learn what life is, I guess. Responsibilities come. And pressure comes with responsibilities. Running away or avoiding it will do nothing better I think. So face it, bold to carry it, and resolve it, and I'll have more to complain at that time, haha!

wait a minute, am I doing confession for all this while? Er.. please tell me if this ain't a piece of confession. I just write what's on my mind. And now I don't know how to close it with a good ending. *stupid!* I guess .... just say bye?

~**Bye**~

.: Flu....... :.

Yeah it's still with me. Better I guess. I think the Vitamin C Plus that I took really does help? The day I knew I had flu, I had the hardest time sleeping at night. The next day, I took Vitamin C Plus and yeah it helped. Feel much better. Thanks zoe, Joo and chao learn for your concern. :)

Current music: Rain drops
Current mood: bored

And... tada ~~~!!! This is after. Cute? Hehehe I'm in pink dress. Nice !!!
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This is ... before I change job to High Priestess. CrimsonLiang was beside me hehehe. Looks cool in the cowboy hat eh?
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Christmas in Geffen city. Nice, Big Christmas tree. hehe Merry Christmas everyone !!
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.: I hate flu :.

.... got flu. I guess that explains why I couldnt sleep soundly last night. I think I'm gonna fall asleep in the class later on... *sigh* Hate it !!! >.< !!

And my throat is acting up !!! >.< !!! argh !!! herbal tea... need herbal tea....

OH! another thing, my friend Haw Feng recommended me a link : Tokyoplastic Go visit !!! It's cool !!!! Very impressive and it's amazing !!! Thanks feng *heehee*

.: Two souls and one thought, two hearts and one pulse. The sweetest joy, the wildest woe is love :.

I quoted the words from the wedding invitation card. Sweet isn't it ? Congratulations to the newly weds - Jennifer and Sheon. 12 Dec 2004 is their wedding day. I'm honored to be selected to be the bride's "ji mui", so I went over to the bride's house to help out yesterday morning. The good time was set it in a way that they have to reach to the groom's house before 9am, so the groom and his brothers came to the bride's house at 7.30am. Early eh? So you got an idea what time I gotta wake up. You bet, 6++am ! And I didnt take anything when I was there although Jenn's mom prepared some breakfast for us.

Of course the groom and brothers couldn't enter the house and get the bride so easily. They were tricked. We as sisters had actually planned games to trick the guys, however, sadly to say, the active ones were just a few, I had no idea why some could give ideas and made themselves seem so sporting and active but at the end of the day, they just sat there looking as if this is none of their business. I played, but the guys were too many and their voice were much bigger than us! So, well, didnt play much. Jenn was looking fabulous in her white gown. So elegant. And Sheon, wahaha yeah he was handsome in his suit. So they got up the car after tea & angpow session. I followed an ex-colleague's car to the groom's house in Sentul. We arrived there before 9am, so.. cool, we didnt miss the good time.

So it's groom's family side for the tea & angpow session now. It was my first time visiting their new house. It's cozy, very comfortable and windy, at 7th-floor condo unit. After all that, there was a catered brunch for us at 10++am so okay.. my first bites of the day. Then, chit-chatted with the ex-colleagues about their speech on the wedding dinner and I went home with my mom after that. We arrived home around 12 noon and I just couldn't stand anymore, I dived into my bed and just slept for 3 hours straight down. Haha!

Okay, after a sleep I tried to get some bites and hung out for a while before I prepared again for the wedding dinner. So showered, dressed up, made up and there I was ready for the night. My friend Koh Sing came to pick me up around 6.30pm and we headed to Pearl Point ballroom. Was given task for guests registration and angpow collection. So we didnt get to sit down at the table until at least 90% of the guests arrived. The dinner started around 8.15pm. There was a simple ceremony before the dinner began. First, there were 4 flower girls and boys walking to the stage on the isle. They were just so cute and lovely. The bride's maids were right behind them. Beautiful ladies! Then we could see the bride was accompanied by her father, walking to the stage while the groom and bestman were waiting on the stage. She was passed to the groom by her father. Touching scene and it got more touching when all these were accompanied with romantic music. The coupld exchanged vows after that, and the dinner began. Koh Sing and I had to leave the table after the first dish to count the angpow money. So we didnt get to eat much.

The dinner was empty if there wasn't any game for the couple. Haha so the colleagues suggested that we all do a toast ( the ever famous "yum seng" session) and requested the couple to French Kiss when it starts "yum" and only stop when we shouted "seng"! What do you think, of course it was the longest "yum" ever ! Mic was passed from 1 to another to continue the "yum". hahaha! It was pretty fun. The couple were sporting.

Okay, the dinner ended around 10 ++? or 11 ++? I couldn't remember. I took lots of pics with my ex-colleagues and was happy to see them again. Koh Sing sent me home after that. So well, since my eating schedule was all messed up yesterday so I had gastric when I took my first sip of Coke last night after I went back to the table after angpow counting. It already happened so no matter what I took later, it only added on to the pain. But I did eat. I just slept after I went home coz was tired, didnt care much about the pain.

A long entry, yup. Hope didnt make your eyes pain hahaha ! I'm better today. A new week again, have a nice week guys, n gals. *smile*

Current mood: .....feel okay
Current music: erm... ads on Hitz.fm

.: Preparation for a Confession? :.

Seeing my pal, Derrick wrote a summary of year 2004 made me have a feeling of making one too, well, will take time to make one before 2005. Glad to read his entry. It's true Derrick, you lose something and you gain something, this logic never changes. And when we grow, there are things we need to sacrifice for its loss, compromise for its balance or work harder to get the fruit. I'm glad you experienced things and you learned from them. ;) Way to go, buddy! And of course, though I might not be the best person for you to talk to sometimes, I'm always here if you wanna talk anything with me. Hehe.

And well, talking about things that is unforgettable before 2005, I bit my tongue 2 days back, it bleeded, it hurt like ....... I couldnt even scream the pain out and it's still a bit pain now! *pif*! But soon it'll be alright hehe.

.: I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas :.

I love Christmas since small, though I'm not a Christian.

Santa Claus (main point for then), Christmas Tree (lots of presents underneath the tree--2nd top reason wahahahha), cookies (Ginger-man is CUTE!!), songs (It just gives you the feel of .... Christmas *stupid*), and .... kiss underneath the mistletoe... (hmm.. romantic)

I still remember my parents used to pretend to be Santa Claus... NO JOKE! I got a brand new Barbie doll as my Xmas present when I was small. They even told my bro and I to hang pillow case ( no HUGE and RED socks , that's why.. and PILLOW CASE is BIG ENOUGH. *haha!*) at our bed. We were even looking out to the window to see if we could see Santa flying by on his sleigh and deers and wondering, how could Santa come in while we had fenced our window and we didn't even have a chimney!!! And what do you know, in the next morning, whualah~~ presents in the pillow case. And there goes we hopped and yelled and broke into my parent's room, jumping on their bed telling them "There is Santa Claus!!! There is Santa Claus ! See what I've got? How did he know I like Barbie?? How did he come in?!" And my folks were just smiling. ( These 2 kids are just too easy to cheat...... )

I think that's something nice, don't you think? A little bit of something to make your kids happy all day, of course you can't stop them from telling their friends what did Santa give them. And all the "oooooo!!! aaaaaa!!!" yeah , yeah... Maybe next time I'll do the same to my kids too. And there goes the song "I saw mummy kissing Santa Claus" ... *lolz*

What you wish for Christmas? I always love to spend it with family and love one. Well it could be a wild crazy night out with friends on Christmas Eve.. but always, I will call and wish my folks Merry Christmas when it's 12 midnight. If it's not with friends, it'd be a warm dinner with my family and I would buy them little Christmas gifts, and listen to Christmas songs at home till I'm ready for bed. Nice. Cozy. And then......... ready for the new year celebration. Hehe.

If you love someone, use this chance, tell or show them how much you love them. Make it special. Make it worth a life time to remember.

my reborn pic !! and this is ..... AFTER !! bwahahahaha !!!  

My reborn pic !! mwahahaha This is BEFORE ....  

Daniel and I .. he always so like to take photo, but he is photogenic ain't he? hehe 

Zoe, me and SoonFeei in cafeteria, co-incidently we were wearing red top.. haha Feels liks CNY!! 

This is my babe, Zoe and I, taken in the class 

.: Something to Proud of :.

my Mama n' Papa, I'm glad I can make you feel proud !!!! (n' myself, keke)

Didn't expect to see my result like that.. Hmm... *GRRRRIIINNNNNN*

Got two 1stClass and one 2nd Upper.. =D

Congratz to fellow coursemates too to view the result today, no matter how well or how bad you did, You'd Done Your Best ( and that's worth to congrat!!!)

.: Just another day :.

Yesterday went to karaoke with Zoe, Wendy and Wendy's friend, Chai Yun. Four of us sang our lungs out for 3 hours... Felt not enough eventhough voice was a bit sore. Haha. Anywayz it was great, been locked in the working room for so long and couldn't vent any frustration and pressure, yesterday was the time.

After that as the HDD of my old baby is condemn I need to get a new HDD for her. So, went over LowYat to buy a new 80GB HDD. Went home happily and installed it after shower. Well, only then I found out she wasn't merely have long term memory sickness; her "brain system" is damaged as well ( suspect is Motherboard died). *man.....!* And I was lucky enough to have a friend to guide me even only on MSN, of how to test everything and tell him what was the findings. He was really helpful. Thousand apologies to Daniel coz I kept asking him questions and telling him my frustration and making him feel bad coz I know he was having a hard time to try to comfort me !!! *lolz* But thanks for the song, babe.

Okay.. well, gotta take that for a repair. And I REALLY need a haircut. So, today's just gonna be another day... Oh yeah, there is some homework I need to do. Ciaoz guys n' girls.

Current mood: a bit down
Current music: Nina Sky - Move Your Body.... on Hitz.fm

.: That's it?? :.

So... so much of crying like a child about my midpoint, it's officially ended at 10.30am today. 30 minutes of presentation to determine the marks I deserve out of 20marks. Fair?? Guess what, I still couldn't get to meet with my assesor. He is on MC today. Replacing him is a Malay lady ( a lecturer too ) .. er.. I forgot to look at her tag so I have no idea who she is. But she seems nice and friendly. She gave me comments --- I think they concluded to be that my academic research is not strong enough.. Hmm... more hard work need to be done from now on.

Not feeling very satisfied but ... well let's face the truth, I did it in the past 5 days. If I can pass it I should be thankful. Not to say I only started to do my work in the 5 days I had, just I didnt have enough before this, so well the continuos hard work of 5 days, cant really get you far I guess. Fair enough. Congratz to Zoe, KingKo and myself, we passed it. Now, all the best to Wendy, Daniel, Ted, YinChew, SoonFeei, Christene, ChaoLearn, Yoong, and Shivani.

Feeling sleepy.. and .... a bit relief. The nerv I had was still with me eventhough I walked out from Presentation Room just now. So we went for breakfast in cafeteria with Zoe and KingKo, chatted a little bit, and then Zoe and I took off. She didnt sleep for the night before and she's gonna skip the class today. Me, went back home to do the housechores as mom's not in... and now... hmm... Empty headed.

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." -- Mouline Rouge

Current mood: light
Current music: Numb/Encore -- LP feat. Jay Z .. on Hitz.fm

.: It's not supposed to feel this way :.

Mixed up mind leads to a mixed up mood, I guess. Tomorrow is the day I'm gonna present my midpoint report. I guess I'm done? I don't know what my assesor is gonna say to me, I've never even met him before ! Darn this feeling sucks to the max. I am worried. Yeah.... *sigh*

Have I seen it too big?? What's wrong if I saw it too big?? It's important ain't it? Am I acting too hysterical? I think I'm losing my insanity, and my head hurts ! Headache ... never leaves me alone when it's the time I need to be calm and prepare myself mentally and emotionally. . .. Maybe .. I should go to sleep ...

Can I have a hug, maybe 2?

Current mood: mixed up
Current music: Fish Leong - Chun Zhen

.: I dont know what my life's up to :.

Been very lazy lately. Knowing I have a long list of things that I need to do - midpoint interim report, homework of the 2 subjects that I'm studying this semester......Well, come to count it, these 2 are the most important now and are my responsibility to do them well. BUT, why ain't I working my ass off for that? Told ya', am lazy.

AND.... went clubbing at Atmosphere the last Saturday to celebrate a belated birthday for a friend named Kwong and another named "Water fish". My first time there and I think, it's just okay for me. Don't really like it VERY much. However, a place where you can see hip hop chaps ( dress like one ) dancing shuffle on the dance pool, or just at the tables. Admire them. *yoohoo* And erm, sure there were people who K.O.ed by friend, or ...... by themselves. Lolz. The 2 birthday boys certainly didnt escape, "Waterfish" was the most terrible one, he couldnt even put his head up afterwards. Well I dont know, his head was forever on the table even we went "yum cha" after that. I didnt drink much.. very sober...hmm.. or should I drink? *hehe*

Oh yeah, bought myself color contact lenses. Currently wearing Pure Hazel. I wonder if my eyeballs are just too dark or the color isn't obvious? Hahahaha Zoe said I should get a lighter color, like Honey. But nah, it's still okay for me.. hehe. It felt weird at first coz... I've never seen my eyes in brown color before? (stupid)

Current mood: pulse normal, head straight.... oops... stomachache
Current music: Bryan Mcfadden - Real To Me

.: A trip to Penang :.

Went to Penang for the past 2 days to attend my cousin brother's wedding. It's nice coz every relatives were there and I got to meet with my cousins. I wouldn't know how much I miss them until I saw them. Lolz.

Met with my beloved cuz sis, Angie who is now working in Singapore ( really seldom to see her now ). She even brought along her boyfriend whom we've never met. His name is Stephen. Wahahaha she was sure annoyed by our questions : when did you meet him? how did you two start? bla bla .... *wink* But, I can see that she's loved and happy. Man, she gained weight !! She used to be very thin, all the mothers were kinda worried how come she won't grow any meat! Lolz, well, it's certainly different if you're in love, anyone disagrees?

Penang --- besides food, I still only can think about food. Hahaha oh loh mee, hokkien mee, char kuey teow, laksa, yam cake, etc I sure miss you all very much !!! hahahaha! My dad even ate 2 bowls/plates of food every meal coz the portion of the food is small, and it's cheap!!

And about my cousin brother, the groom. He is sure funny. We're all very happy seeing him getting married. And his wife is an angel. Very pretty. Of course we were the ones who made the scene to be merry!! I can still remember during the wedding dinner in Grand Plaza Park Royal Hotel, our dads were waiting for us to start the "yum seng" session. All the peer cousins were seated in 1 table so we were crazy shouting our lungs out for "yum seng" while holding our glass of red wine! We even did it before the ceremony, lolz. And then, after we started it, it's our dads' turn !!!! Whoa they shouted even louder and longer !! haha! The most funniest thing was that they looked at us after they "yum seng" as if they were challenging us! After 2-3 rounds, our "yum seng" had turned into "yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmm cha!" ( chinese tea ) coz we knew it wasn't gonna be an end if we continued like that. We really were holding our cup of tea and cheers it. Hahahhaa! Funny. Of course we got the boos from them, who cares ?? Eh, who's gonna drive when our dads K.O. from drinking? US ! lolz. Man, their faces were as red as apple !!! But yeah, we sure had a good time and I bet the groom was pleased coz the entire ballroom was so quiet. Hmm not complaining about the romantinc songs, though. hehehe. One thing about hotel ballroom, it was freezingly cold so drinking wine warmed me abit as I was wearing a thin piece of dress.

Hmm... ok, had a crazy time and it's time to back to my serious working. I wrote a lot eh ? hahaha. Was kinda tired out of no reason. I slept all the way to Penang and all the way back to KL, listening to my favourite songs which I chose and burn it out in a CD. Of course "My Boo" by Usher and Alicia Keys is included! Love that song. *boo hoo hoo*

Current mood: happy
Current music: F.I.R -- Wo Men De Ai

.: Boring Monday, as usual :.

Hi hi... hmm sitting in the lab now with Daniel, waiting for 2 other members to arrive coz we're supposed to hand in Assignment Proposal Form for the lec to see today... and.... obviously we're not done else I wont be sitting here, feeling anxious. Lolz. I just realised last night around 11++pm that we need to hand in today. *swt big time*

Went over to my aunt's place to have dinner last night. Hmm Not much of dishes ( lolz ) but they are special. Ever eaten smoked duck? HMm it taste nice, salty with smoked scent, nice to eat with white rice alone mwahahaha... And match with hot soup... hehehe. It feels nice to have dinner with family and relatives ( those who used to have meals alone.. try it sometimes ya ! ) . Last time we were prohibited by parents to not talking while eating, but I guess this old-fashioned, outdated manner is out because it just feels nice to chat, joke and laugh, a lil' catch up with relatives.... She's my youngest and my beloved aunt ( ppl used to say we look like sisters last time lolz, she sure has baby face ). Her new born baby girl was comfortably lying on her bed doozing away hehe. Cute, such a small, fragile and lovely baby girl. I guess she's gonna be a princess hehehe. Can't wait for her to grow. ^^

Life is nothing much.. guess gotta find some excitement for myself.... Attend class, feeling panic for my FYP, stay at home, hook up Internet and MSN, and gaming everynight; movie, clubbing, yam cha once in a while ... man... doesn't fit much of my phylosophy of "Living life to the fullest". lolz. Anywayz, keep in touch with my boring life by dropping by once a while :) Might have some surprises sometimes. Mostly are boring... hahaha ciaoz !

Current mood: hmm...nothing much
Current music : None

.: Weird at first but it turned out to be fun :.

Attended to a friend's birthday party juz now-- Kenny's 21st Birthday party y'all !!! He juz told me 2 nights ago so, thousand apologies that I couldn't make it to buy present for you, Kenny. Hope you don't mind ya ? *wink*

Daniel and I reached there around 9pm ( I think ). There were only 2 of us as APIITian representatives (LOLX!!!). Took our late dinner and chatted many things. Oh nearly forgot, Steven aka Blur was there too. He is still THAT skinny !!! So envy !!! But erm, if can, try to eat more Steven. You're way too skinny!!

Can see that he sure had enjoyed his night. His family members and friends are all very sporting and funny. Talked and laughed loudly, made me had a feeling of making a birthday party next year, hehe. It felt warm, you know. Dan and I laughed at their talkings and acts, very fun and joyful.

Been to Hardrock Cafe as I mentioned few days back. 4 of us: Daniel, Zoe, Wendy and I ordered 3 dishes. They tasted marvellous but shameless to say, 4 of us couldn't even finish 3 dishes. The portion was huge. Can't blame us as none of us is a big eater. hee hee. We ate, talked and laughed so loud, mostly were over stupid things that we said. haha!! If you want a quiet environment in Hardrock Cafe, go at daytime ( after 11.30am ). There are no one else ( well, 2-3 people lar ) except your table of you and your friends. However, of course it would be better to enjoy the band and crowd at night. Different time will have different pleasure *wink*

Rainy days lately. Nice to sleep, lazy to work. HAHA! Anywayz, to all my coursemates, keep it up for your FYP. Gam-ba-teh! We can do it ! Good luck to especially Dan, Wendy, Zoe, Ted, Chew, Soon Feei, KingKo, Francis, Christene and etc. See you guys on Monday. ;)

Current mood: Kinda sleepy
Current music: Fish Leong - Jie Shou

.: What have I done to deserve this? :.

Oh don't get too over-reacted when you see the title, it's not something bad. In fact, it's something great that I've never thought I would have it.

Been troubled by FYP as I need to do fact finding including interview and observation, I chose HardRock Cafe coz I've approached it and I was given warm welcome by the respondent. So I need to go there personally, sit down without revealing who I am and observe. I can't do it alone -- well I can but it makes me look stupid to sit there alone with my eyes opened wide and look around (sure looks like an alien! lolx). So I need a few companies and I asked friends. I asked Daniel babe, Wendy babe and Zoe babe -- I understand everyone is having financial problem though it's only the start of the month. So I understand if they're unable to make it for me. But, there's nothing much I can say, they decided to accompany me and it's today. When Wendy told me about it, I feel so touched and ... speechless for what they do for me. Am I blessed or what?!?!? I can't thank them enough coz this is something important for me. You guys are just GREAT. Love you all !! Mwahz mwahz mwahz !!! *hugz hugz*

Hmm.... sometimes blogging doesn't really mean you can post whatever you wanna post. Sometimes somethings just meant to be kept inside of myself. :) However, just wanna say there is something sweet happening in my life now, though I can't tell when it'll come to an end. Don't ask me what it is as I will never tell you. ( something for myself, remember ? *wink* ) For everyone who cares about me, I'm happy and .... I know what I'm doing, dont worry. :)

So I'll stop here. Talk more in the next entry. ciaoz !

Current mood: Greatful
Current music: Dont know what song is playing in My fm now.

.: Wish you guys live happily ever after :.

Attended my cousin's brother wedding dinner last night in Melacca. Hmm my cousin sista-in-law was sure looking marvelous and so pretty -- the princess of the night. They are great together, no doubt about it :) So happy for my cuz bro. So this is a short tribute to you both -- I wish you both to live happily ever after *wink* ~~ Love is in the air ~~