My Simple Way Of Life

.: A Thank You note for making my special day :.

2011-06-18T15:06:00.004+08:00

18th Jun 2011 - A day when we signed our names on love. A commitment we both promise to preserve.

I want to take a moment to express my gratitude to everyone who made our special day, very special for us to remember for a lifetime. With your presence, it's too overwhelming that I could not ever imagined how lucky we are to have you all in my life.

Here the list goes:

Our fun & loving colleagues: Sue, Tina, Abbie, Chun Keat, Yiu San, Frederick & Cynthia with their handsome boys Nicholas & Nathan, (ex) Kean Jin & Caylynn, Shar Hua & Vinz with their pretty niece, Andy, Steven

Our amazing friends: Jeanie & Jeffrey, Soon Ee, Kee Boon, Jenny & her loving boyfriend, Wendy & Wei Ming, Daniel, Dennis, Yat Chin

Our respectful families: My dad & mom, Jit Sing's dad & mom together with grandma & aunty, CK & Sharon, Pei Ru & Rong Ming

Special thanks to Sue, Andy, Steven, Dennis: The artists who made me beautiful (haha!) and capturing all the moments of the event. And to CK, my creative brother who designed our invitation card for the day, who also being asked to be the emcee of the event.

Thank you, once again, just to be there to share.

.: Maybe.... :.

2010-11-21T23:25:00.001+08:00

Maybe ... a new post soon :)

.: For the love of cats ... which I wish I could help ... :.

2010-04-18T10:57:00.002+08:00

Gaga 嘎嘎 & Zaizai 宅宅 are now available for adoption
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=166725&id=502615973

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=380885510973&ref=mf

这里有两只很可爱的小猫等着领养...
一男一女,大概4个月大.
可不可以帮帮忙问问你身边的人有兴趣养吗?
因为他们俩很相亲相爱, 从小玩在一起,可以的话我不想将他们俩分开给人领养的,
但是现在有
人对其中一个有兴趣而已:(
如果再找不到人, 最后唯有分开他们给人了:(

我不想这样,所以我希望可以再找找可以领养他们俩个的
有缘人...

here have 2 cute kitty,waiting for people adoption
1 male and 1 famale,both almost 4 months
can please ask your friends or anyone that who interested?

they from baby till now always be 2gether,play together
we really hope have people to adopt them both
because we dun hope to separate them.......

please help me pass to news to anyone you think they love cats too.......

.: Star Trek vs Star Wars :.

2009-05-30T14:17:00.002+08:00

One day, when brother and I were playing bejeweled together in FB and with Star Wars OST is playing (trying to boost the spirit abit).. Here is our conversation:

Me: " What's the difference between Star Trek & Star Wars?"
Bro: " One is 'Trek', another is 'Wars'"
Me: "....."

Me: "Would Star Trek bump into Star Wars?"
Bro: "Of course not!"
Me: "Why not? "
Bro: "They're from different galaxy-lah!"
Me: "But in the same space!"
Bro: "Well you and Tom Cruise are on the same Earth, Have you met him?"
Me: "......................."

.: You and I Both :.

2009-03-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

This song was kinda old way back in 2002, sang by the very talented singer Jason Mraz in "Waiting For My Rocket To Come". Very nice lyrics so thought of sharing... Listen here

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

.: Consequence of stubborness..... yet awesomeness! :.

2009-02-23T22:09:00.006+08:00

Went to CK's house on the 13th day of CNY when he was having an open house party.. It was basically a home arcade centre --- Living room is a big Nintendo Wii wonderland and dry kitchen has become a PS2 xtreme land. And there was a setup bar serving some awesome drinks- different kinds. Made full use of his house. =P

So I was drowning in the xtreme land as the Dance Party is in the house. Did 118 combo ( an entire song!) Yes.. very cool.. And hmmm, a bit of pain at the ankles. No worry! Oh wow next song, here I go! After few hours later, I guess I'd burnt much calorie for a day, perspired and tired so I finally take a longer break. With more alcohol down the stomach! Only then I realized hey everyone seemed to go home already. My ankles, didn't feel right. But I was too tired to even care... Left the arcade centre 10 past 8.

Soon after that, heard that KL marathon is coming. I didnt participate last year so this year I wanted to do something "great". Half marathon is really something great for me -- cause I've never taken a serious one in my life. Very excitingly I gotten my new New Balance running shoes!
Very nice! very good in running. Alot of room @ the front part, you can play piano with your toes inside while wearing them (imagining?). So I began my morning jog just around my neighborhood. The only drawback I have is the smokes from cars and school buses - unless I get up REALLY early, say like 6am and start running? But most of the time I only kicked myself out of bed near 6:30am --- that's when I REALLY want to jog.

And, my ankles did feel abit not right. But I thought it's small matter, so, shrugged and keep jogging. Felt nice after a morning jog - So refresh! Didnt care much on the little torn feeling at my ankles, still. So, I went to driving range, did long-hour shopping in heels, jog, etc. And never really care to take a serious look at my ankles.

Not long after that, just past weekend, I've gotten my dance shoes!!!
Aren't they pretty? Without wearing them I'm already imagining I dance like pro. Hmm, sexy. Give it a right turn, and a left! And back break! Mambo ....... and yes I attended the 6th class of Beginner Class. Pretty much a dancer already (I see you roll your eyes ....:P ) . Abbie warned me not to attend the class when I mentioned to her about my ankles. CK wanted to fetch me to seek medication. "I couldnt afford to miss a class!" So, stoned head went and made her fabulous turns and steppings. Felt good after class, didnt feel right on the left ankle. We still visited CK at his house, had a slice of his out of oven banana walnut cake..... Yummy... :) Forgot about the pain, I played hoolla hoop at night!

So this morning when I got down from my bed, I couldnt step fully on my left ankle. "Oh shit.." Already knew what Abbie & CK would say so I'll just wore my armor and carried my shield to let them hammer me with their sarcastic tongues. CK still brought me to seek medication during lunch hour.... like a guard he asked more questions than me.

"Rest about 2 weeks ya?"
"Can I er... wear heels for erm, 2 -3 hours, you know, wedding dinner's coming"
"Er.... well I supposed okay.... " Didnt hear what he said after that. "If can, better avoid doing so"
"Can she, you know, attend to her dancing class?"
"Huh? Dancing class? Ballroom dance is it? Well er... well you caaaaaaaaaannnnn" There I didnt hear what he said after that..

"but better don't." CK heard that.
"Anything she can't eat?"
"I'll give you a list later, dont worry". Si fu is very busy rubbing my left ankle, and keeping his eyes at my face, reading my facial expression as if he's not rubbing hard enough. (felt like crying already)

"Aww it's not that bad! I maybe already recover on Friday!" For once, something that I have passion on, and now somebody tells me I cant do it! Like a kid I bargain.

But.. well, that's what happened when you didnt seek treatment early enough. But no regrets at all because the 6th class was JUST TOO AWESOME!!!

Well, not that bad after all eh? Don't ask how I shower though. =P

.: Lucky :.

2009-02-21T20:06:00.006+08:00

I'd met 2 wonderful person about 2 months back. So eagerly I want you all to know how lucky I am. =)

She, has such a clear, crunchy voice, sometimes way too cute that makes me laugh. Eyes turned when she walks by because of her wonderful charisma. She has these lovely eyes that took all that attention when she talks. Very idealistic lady, strong character and very infectious! She's spoiled to the rotten but she too spoils the people around, it just makes her friends want to cuddle up with her when see her. Not to mention she's so full of energy at work, protecting and pay full respect to her peer colleagues as well as bosses. POSITIVE vibe--- best to describe her, period.

He, who has a constant confidence aura around him from head to toe. Quiet most of the time, but don't get him to start talking. (Didnt mean you're naggy hehe) Rationality is the word to describe, not the best though. Seek moderation in most of the things he does. Full of respect to the people around him. Persistent on the things he WANTS to do, and enjoy every little reward from them, be it big or small. I wouldn't describe him as ambitious, but he grabs hold of every opportunity that comes along which benefits not only himself but the people he cares about. He never take people for granted cause of what he has been through. CONSCIOUSNESS --- amazing and strong character he posses.

Didn't even imagine how I'd be picked up by their mercy hands and being nurtured with every single effort they can think of.

Just as life gets to the lowest point -- Her care and constant attention kept me closely with her. She pulled me back when I withdrew, even a slight one. She shed the tears on my face, heard me when I called out to her even in the middle of the night. And then her piercing words never stop penetrates my heart with cruel facts which intended to slap me to my senses. He taught me to again find interest in myself, and start to value my own values and opinion first. He let me just go explore my preferences, to know my ownself again as I've been forgetting who I was in the past 2 years. He let me feel the joy from doing the things I like to do, which is supposed to build confidence in myself again believing I am actually not bad, after all.

Their advices all sounded familiar as series are using them on TV all the time... But I haven't heard them the way I should at first. Not until lately, things started to be clearer. Acceptance of what had happened is something really not easy. But I'd learned to do that. To forget should be my next step and move on. I move slow, they wait. She may stop at my pace and take a break with me. He gives me some small rewards if I get few steps forward.

Just how wonderful the connection could be. People around you whom you may not even realize how they truly value your existence, when you're in deep shit. It just proves 1 thing - Life surprises you when you least expected it.

A friendship like this, I'd never in my wildest dream ever imagined. Words unspoken but understood with the exchange of some smiles and actions. I guess I'm not actually losing at the stake of life, but I gained a whole lot more if not for what I'd been through.

Chun Keat , Abbie - my 2 angels ....... and devils :)

.: Story - last episode :.

2009-02-21T19:32:00.009+08:00

................ the past 2 months of a life journey seems to be a life time. I fell, I crawled, I'm on my feet again now, getting ready to step out to embrace again what a life that I'd once abandoned.

Nothing beats the shock given from the one who means the world to you.
Nothing beats the cut from the one who you thought is the safest to rely on.

There, some story that I started... I have idea to write again, and end it.

"Sailor decided to sail out to seek for more adventures, alone. Pushing her back to her land. Trembling on shocking knees, he is all she saw behind closed eyes. Weather changed, green hills become fields of mud, birds stop chirping, the sun hid from her glare. Flood in her eyes it drowned every single heart beat. Music on the ship was still playing in her ears as she watched the ship set sail further... She, however, rooted on the ground.

Exhaling her last breath, she closed and opened her eyes. Nothing's left around her. No more blooming daisies, no more crystal clear river water. All she sees in is in gray. No mercy on the pain she feels on every inch of her skin, no passion on any melody she heard from nearby town. Her stomach is growling but she tastes no food. Her lips are cracking but no dew drops she could swallow. She sent her voice to the sailor. Saying everything they had for him to turn back. But the ocean fetched him further by his order, tossed the old self away he now breathes new. Greedily he moves forward, sucking every familiar essence from the breeze he had once felt.

Leaving her with herself licking her own wound. A once possessive woman now left nothing to call as her own. Fairies come by to blemish the scars that she got. Angels stayed put to make sure she recovered.

It was never meant for an earth divine to fall for a sailor. She went against the destiny , changing her living to adapt a life with him. Rode the waves, sang the songs, dimmed the lights. When the journey ended, it's tragic to accept the reality. When everything has come to an end, the end will then have a new beginning.

Wonder how many days later... her cheeks once again felt the warm from the sun that has long gone. "

.: Yes, if I were... :.

2009-02-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone

I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

.: This love weighs 50 men :.

2009-01-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

.: Lost and Found :.

2008-07-16T03:02:00.002+08:00

I saw it from afar.. I walk to it slowly disbelieving with fear of what I saw. It could disappear anytime now. I reach out and I hold it in my hand. After so long I feel again the warmth it gives to my heart. Suddenly my heart retracts and I take a breath. My eyes watered ....

"I thought I'll never feel this way again.."

Still doubt of the belief that swung by when it has gone for some time.. It was once so close to me but I lost it. Will it go away again?

I put it back down and walk away. Still as it stayed when I turned around and check.

"Maybe.. it'll stay this time." When it does, I'll call it my own.

.: .... :.

2008-06-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

I take another chance
take a fall
take a shot for you...

And i need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new

I loved you with a fire red
Now it's turning blue..

.: Howdy!! :.

2007-09-19T13:26:00.001+08:00

Alright... I know it's been a LONG time. Busy busy during daytime, busy with game at night. Then realize oh my look at the dark rings just below my eyes!!! But yet don't wanna sleep more. Hope my body is taking up well.

I've been invited to 1 wedding dinner in Nov, 3 in Dec ... what the... I mean congratulations to the couple! Sincerely! But..... well the dinners in Dec are so close to each other! Is it a really good year to tie the knot? Hehehehe... You will feel it when you come out and the topics your old friends keep talking about is how they got themselves register, where is the best place for registration, which restaurant offers the lousiest package, which bridal shop is the most expensive, and to the preparation for the wedding, the husband of my friend even non-stop speaking on the phone to work out his guest list. I'm so out. Haha! The only question that relates to me is "When is your turn?" ...

Things have been okay so far. I'm working out a plan to celebrate my darling's birthday nonetheless! :)

.: Reflection of the 1/2 :.

2007-07-06T11:57:00.000+08:00

Lived the half year 2007 without realizing it'll be soon reaching to the end, again.
I term my 2007 as a growth of my new form of living. Basically because I now have a different role to play and a different person to become.

What happened to me?

I'd never thought that I'd one day change who I am. How many of you do actually have this idea in the back of your mind that constantly asking yourself if you are good being who you are... would it be not good enough? The question is, enough to yourself? Or to other people?

I've become more patient. Particularly because I need to be or I'll continue living in misery. "Just hold on, it's gonna be alright. You will see it." .. This sentence calms me.

I've learn to become more understanding, particularly putting myself in another one's shoes, and not by just thinking about myself. I am still, learning.

I've become more initiative, particularly in planning and taking action to realize it, which I can see the difference after actions taken.

I've become more ... hardworking in terms of with-holding the relationship which I say I appreciate very much. Words cannot describe and can never tell enough how much I mean, I hope actions do. If you want something to happen, you have to make it happen.

I've learned to love. From only receiving and less giving, I learn to give now. Some say giving could feel much bitter than receiving, I felt it. But think about it the other way, I am happy I am able to give. I may never get the chance to feel the way I feel now if he never appeared.

I've learned to look at things in a round way. But it indirectly has brought me the risk of sitting on the fence because it is hard to conclude if you look at things from many angles. Too many possibilities. Find the fairest then. Trust what my heart tells me, should be helpful.

Thankful it has become somewhat a different year to me.

.: Symbol or Show-Off?:.

2007-06-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

Heard from a colleague lately about proposing to a girl and he bought a ring for the proposal. Apparently, the ring for proposal is different from the wedding ring.

It needs 1 ring for proposal, and if the girl says the 3 big words "YES I DO!", he will need to buy another ring (2 rings! one for himself!) to be known as THE wedding ring..

My eyes widen when I heard that, not to say I didn't know and I think I've heard it before somewhere... (just admit I dunno-lah!!!), I was like " HUH!! Really?" And I immediately thought of how much should it cost for a wedding, be it a presentable one? Then the girl can have 2 rings! Hmmm think about it, if it's gonna be an engagement, will it be 3 rings in total? If the guy is well-to-do, the girl can have 3 diamond platinum rings for making the vow!

I mean.. I'm not sure about you girls, some of you may curse me from the back of your voice that I am stupid for making this post, but is it necessary? It is ALL BERRY VERY SWEET to have the love one to propose to you with a beautiful ring, and both make the lifelong vow with a different ring. Is this the tradition? Or have the brands misled the public for god knows how many years?

I admit that we all dream to have the perfect & romantic proposal ever, NEVER MIND if the wedding is such a havoc but the proposal MUST BE ROMANTIC!! So next time we can tell our children how their father proposed to us with the cheeks blushing and the eyes glowing with tears of proud. And also tell to our friends how our boyfriend propose to us, paused in the middle to expect "Wowwww!" "Waaaaahhh!" "Oh my goddddd that's soooo sweeeeeeeettt!!" etc response with us having the biggest grin of life on our face!

And during the wedding we thirst for blessings from every single souls we know, recognition from relatives which is gonna make our parents proud, and whenever they talk about our wedding next time, it's gonna be "Wow you know her wedding is such a grand one! Her parents is SOOOOO proud to get this son-in-law!!!"

(As you see I begin to day dream)

My point is.. there are times when we can dream of the best, but also can try to be understanding if it doesn't turn out to be the way we want. If your guy is not well-to-do, is it really important to be assured with the brightest visible diamond that topped the platinum ring? Would you be happy if he spent almost half, maybe all of his savings just to give you a wedding that you're gonna remember and envied by the relatives and friends for the rest of your life? The ceremony is important, the whole meaning behind it is important, but, to be able to build your life together afterwards and be proud of each other for the rest of your life, and be determined of the life partner that you've chosen, for better or worse, through sickness and death, through success and falls, and you're gonna love him/her for the rest of your life, isn't this more important?

.: Warmth :.

2007-06-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

Walked alone in the rain yesterday after getting off LRT... A slow walk may seem to be perfect, but having the worry of getting sick, I just put on my earphone, and took light & fast steps instead.

Along the road I saw traffic that were there to pick up children/wife/husband/parents etc... I was glad I didn't call my mom to come pick me up or she'd have stuck there forever..

Was troubled by some thoughts, a walk in the rain perhaps can help me think better. Slowly I realize my face was wet. After crossing a junction I had to stop under the traffic light as it was green, I couldn't possible cross the road without getting honked by maddening drivers..

I was still under the traffic light after few minutes, I wondered what would they think sitting in their vehicles, comfortably.. My mind wandered off with the lyrics "What goes around, comes around .. " I could already imagine the nagging from mom " Why didn't bring umbrella... Why didn't call me.. " bla.. Consciously I looked to the back, no one. I was relief. You gotta be extra cautious living in the society as such nowadays..

Just when I started to wonder when will it turn red, a shadow sheltered me. I looked up and saw a familiar face, couldn't help but gave him a smile - my brother held the umbrella above of my head. He pushed me lightly, with the usual-typical sarcastic tone he said:"Is it so cool to walk under the rain huh?"

We walked home together..

"Wait lar! Dont walk so fast I can't catch up!" He complained.

"Dont bother! It's okay!"

.: Understandable .... not :.

2007-06-13T14:42:00.001+08:00

I have this doubt since morning and I just can't figure out why people will behave as such - which I encountered this morning in Star LRT.

It happened like this...

8.05am, the next train arrived at Bukit Jalil Start LRT station. As usual, I stepped into the train when doors opened and found a spot where it fits 1 person. It's the end of the deck so I lean on the wall and face front while people are sitting on my both sides.

Side track: Why I'd say it fits 1 person. Now, the civilization of mankind has come to a stage where "privacy" is something that everybody asks for in any place, including lift, bus, train. The minimum SPACE that everyone seeks for from stranger is as minimum as few inches apart from each other, and it could be as comfortable already. So, the 1 person space is what I prefer as I think it makes me comfortable, and I won't be in anyone's way to get into, or get out of the train. I wouldn't mind standing side holding the hanger as long as the person next to me, or in front of me, of behind of me respects both of us enough to try not making me feel like she/he is trying to molest me.

Okay, story continues.

8.15am, train arrived at Taman Tasik Selatan station, 2 girls came in, aged around 12-13 y/o with a sister(I guess) accompanied them. One of the adolescence came to stand next to me, and she's not skinny, she's quite a plump girl, so I moved 1-2 step to the right giving her space wondering why she still wants to squeeze in. Another 2 girls were in front of me. This girl who's next to me asked her friend, a specky skinny girl to came stand with her, which made 3 persons standing in a place that fits for maximum 2! And having 2 persons already making it strange enough as there's no space in between already! And that friend really stepped in and squeeze in between me and the plump girl. And I had to take 1-2 steps to the right some more, and now my right leg is actually in between of the legs of a sitting guy. I wouldn't know if he's feeling excited or feeling strange, he just looked down and reading his chinese comic book.

Feeling weird enough, this 2 girls didn't seem to feel anything wrong. Specky little girl was holding an article printed from school/home, teaching the plump girl. And she sang, I think. Some islamic story as I peeked. Don't get me wrong I am equally excited and even felt glad that they are very interested into the learning as you don't see many teenagers like that around anymore! However, being as stubborn as I am too I didn't give in and just let this 2 adolescences take my place! I even doubt and took extra cautious on my phone in my pocket - you never know what people are up to nowadays.

For some seconds I thought I am invisible to them.

Their sister asked the specky girl to come out and stand near her when she got a place to sit after few stations. And I thought "oh good! At last!" as I know she must have understood the girls were making me uncomfortable. Though I've got my Justin Timberlake jamming my eardrum I could figure out that the specky little girl said something like :" nah, I'm fine,I can lean on the wall" What? HELLO~~~~?

Alright... alright.. giving up the thoughts to feel hesitated yet want to make them feel they shouldn't have done that, I continued standing on my spot until my stop. I got out at Masjid Jamek station carrying the thought of .. strangeness. Perhaps when they're older they will understand the need for some privacy and the respect to keep a minimum distance, even at public place.

.: It's a small small world :.

2007-06-05T12:36:00.000+08:00

Have you been to tourist spots where they consolidated the world's famous spots and made a park full of them? And you "tour around the world" in 1 1/2 hrs and making sure your cybershot never miss the 7 wonders of the world?

What is it like when you're in a park like that but instead of places you see, it's the people you meet?

Never thought that playing a virtual game, make it Online can somehow bring people together, greet each other, or hate each other unknowing how they even look like! Does this eliminate the discrimination by race/appearance? It doesn't matter how beautiful/handsome you are, once you behave like a bitch or a jerk you are recognized as that.

Eirinn:"I can't resurrect. They are camping me!"

Gundisalv:"Just hang on. Now this adds on to our vengeance ain't it :)"

It's a virtual world, people might say. BUT yet the virtual person in the game reflects the personality of the player directly, they can be any of these:

Knowledgeable and wise,
funny and comedic,
passive and introvert,
petty and hateful,
self-centered and greedy,
strategic and skillful,
un-responsive and selfish,
control-freak and dictatorship,
leader and follower,
And the list go on and on .......

Player 1:"I die one after another resurrection! There are just too many around in a sudden. Can somebody help me!"

Player 2: "Lol.. face problem"

Player 1: "Hey! I ask for a hand and I got **** response?"

Player 3: "Chill mate, he was just kidding, don't be so emotional!"

Now, words as simple and you can never hear a person saying it can actually make you happy or provoke your anger. Ridiculous you might say. But that's how powerful wording is.

Game as such attracts the attention of parents. Mine nagged plenty when we first got hooked up to the trend and now compromised, even stood behind me watching me pawn mobs, or got pawned. Guess they understand this is one of the ways to know people and see more personalities that we don't normally see, be it in the family or work place.

"Oh man!! I took the wrong route!" I sighed. "Now I have to run from the top of the map till the end!"

"Haha, why? you didn't understand the map?" Mom asked.

"You see, here is where I'm supposed to go, and here is the shortest way. But why didn't I see the whole map is surrounded by mounts and I can't get through it" I explained.

"Awwwww, pity u...." Bro added sarcastically.

"Shut up..lol" I said.

She giggled and walked away.

I can't agree more that somehow it teaches, it is not merely playing. You learn when you play and you can find out there are people like yourself, or the total opposite. It's like a mirror to yourself when you see people behaving like you. Don't be surprised when you actually dislike that person. Take a thought to it and realize some ugly sides of yours are discovered by yourself through the mirror.

Game like this is not meant to play alone, if you don't like interaction, or can't take the insults positively thrown by the enemies, play offline game instead.

Karlx: "Old Mc'Donald have a farm.. Eee Aaa Eee Aaar Yo!!"

Gundisalv: "There he is."

Eirinn: "Hey I thought you still need some Yeti Fur." A heartily reminder while summoning Pinto.

Karlx: "Yup!"

"Okay! Alterac Mountain it is .Hey you shorty don't get pawn when you get down here!". Gundisalv mount to his war stallion.

Karlx petting his panther:"Eee Aa Eee Aar O!!!Shorty ain't me! Clemex! Get out from the Ogre's tummy! We gotta go."

Clemex:"zzzzzz"

.: Publishing the Talent :.

2007-06-01T13:49:00.000+08:00

Congratulations on KeeYin making his own blog just yesterday 31st May 2007--

"Within My Vision of Just Another Blink" pinned the title. :)

Talent born un-wasted, I'm sure he will share with you all a more informative & thoughts storming, exotic & mind-teasing, comedic & heart touching entries which will leave you a space to ponder.

Go on, leaving comments to his site as he will making more entries in the days to come. Criticisms are welcome. Debate if you disagree .. this hunk likes stuff to be hot. :)

Essence of Blogging & VMY2007

2007-05-22T12:07:00.001+08:00

Writing for a passion, anger management, seeking views, exposing your thoughts to the infinite public, bitching about your boss, traveling tips, food, life, etc etc, blogging?

Today was an exceptional frill free morning, its 11.52am and I am enjoying my coffee on a gloomy morning. Side tracking my superiors, I am browsing through pages of information and tons of research on my coming project, while viewing The Star website.
I stumble upon the following, worth trying?

The AllMalaysian Bloggers Project

The AllMalaysian Bloggers Project (AMBP) is an undertaking of the folks behind the AllMalaysia.info website, all of whom believe strongly in the freedom of speech. The objective of this little project is to gather ALL Malaysian blogs under one umbrella site from which (potential) readers can find the various blogs by theme. – Quoted from http://allmalaysia.info/visitmalaysia2007/am_blog/default.asp

Please surf the site for more information, I don’t want to get sued for Plagiarism!

For YOUR information, this is Visit Malaysia Year 2007, so stop your plans on Bali, Krabi, London, LA, Goldcoast and seek alternatives in Redang, Perhentian, Sipadan, Kuala Lumpur, Kota Kinabalu and perhaps Malacca.

Most of us would always think how many countries we have not visited in our life, but how many of you all would safely say that you have been to all of Malaysia’s Best, and I think its safe to tell you places I have been to, cause myself have not been to a lot in M’sia, but heck, why are people coming to see and live beautiful Malaysia and even seek as a second home and us not living the beauty? The following are usual M’sian excuses of Holiday:-

“I am so busy at work, I don’t even have time for Spiderman 3”

“No Money laa, you think I got money tree arr..”

“I planning to go overseas”

and I can go on and on, the list follows…

“You go ahead and plan it, than let me know the time”

“duut….duut…duut… no answer wan”

I think you all are catching up with my point of view on the 101 reasons we can provide. Don’t have time and fund to go Sipadan, go Port Dickson lorr… Don’t have time and fund to go Mount Kinabalu, go to a rock climbing gym lor..

Reasons/excuses are mere sad reality we hide behind, when we are too engrossed into our daily life. Link your blog and go Holiday now!

Dawn of Froustmourne

2007-05-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

Chapter unfolded, destined realm of Froustmorne.

Beyond the silent town of Northshire, deep into thee woods of Elywnn Forest

“The vineyard has been take over by the defies brotherhood”

Eirinn: Ding! (Blizzard and Fireblast)

Gundisalv: Congratz! Lets move to Westfall.(Holy Light, Devotion Aura)

Eirinn: Contested territory, for horde we shall meet.

Westfall is underattck!

Year 2007, the sentiments of ancient war craft, blood of fictional tribe, and the continuous battle of among the Alliance and Horde pro-longs. None other than death one shall meet when meet upon thou tribes. The culture, belief and tradition follows, no Horde shall leave Alliance in peace, and no Alliance will permit Horde to grow.

Should Blizzard hire me to do their opening trailer write-up?

Yes, I guess most of you would have known by now, we are currently indulge in the post-Ragnarok era and pursuing our voyage in the World of Warcraft. A whole new experience I must term this exceptionally well-refine MMORG title.

The induction

Gameplay was exceptional as you have more quest which comes with rewards, rather than boring grinding (a word for hardcore experience gaining). Items are soulbound, thus no one would be able to get rich just by playing and hunting more, unless you are talking about mobs-drop gold. Now the headache, 100 Bronze = 1 Silver, 100 Silver = 1 Gold. Tell me bout the value for WoW Gold there. My say is, if you enjoy gameplay and value artwork, and of course you are looking for a MMORG title, than this should not be missed!

The Tribe

Excellent! Everyone is ready to help Anyone in need, all you need to do is A S K!

The Gold

USD13.99 for a month if you subscribe for 6 months, not bad of a fee if you find it interesting, and of course if your partner doesn’t make a fuss out of you glued to the monitor for 48 hours without sleep.

The Dawn
Many say that this game is already at its end-game whereby Epic armour are widely used, and starting the game would be a suicide. I would say 50/50. Mature gameplay yes, suicide? Depends on how well you play.

Visit www.worldofwarcraft.com

I shalt stop here now, or my Mount would need to wait.

Gundisalv: Where shalt we head.

Eirinn: I need bloodscalp ears.

Gundisalv: To Strangthon Vale we move before dawn, and proceed to the refuge camp.

Eirinn: My mount awaits me.

.: Never alone again :.

2007-05-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since my last update --- well it's quite a long while :) Been thinking back about the past few months and realized life is never an empty shell again. I feel fulfilled with a living is like this, knowing where I am heading to and enjoying the present while planning for the future.

New job - from a cozy lazy chair moved to a bigger place surrounded with noises and terms that I'm half familiar with. Learned the skill that acquired me with requirement of the world - well not the top of the list but it's got me to this new place. Will continue the learning as it fills one's soul and mind. Enjoying the learning, certainly enjoying new faces/friends. Miss the time with ex-colleagues though and very glad that I've sincerely kept them as friends, and most certainly will always keep in touch with them.

Quit a 3 years domestic relationship and hop into an international ever popular "friendlier" hottie :D Lolz.. I'm talking about my new toy World of Warcraft (WoW). Playing in Frostmourne realm, a human mage together with Kee Yin, who's a human pally. Anyone interested to join us? Rock on!

Notice some changes in myself which I'm quite satisfied and keep me firmly on the ground. Feeling more confident although new job that requires some impression does gimme some butterflies in the stomach. Used to think perhaps some people have some luck in their life that things they want, they can always have them easily. But now I'll believe for everything that you hope for, if you just sit there hell yeah they ain't gonna come to you automatically. Most importantly never take things for granted especially people whom you thought they will always be there. And when you finally treat someone whole-heartedly without hoping for returns, you'll realize the returns will find you and overwhelm you without you ever expected. =)

Full of philosophy, bet you know them without me even mentioned about them. 2007 is soon come to the half ...spend it well :)

.: A Step Forward :.

2007-04-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

Two people who grew up in a different background, different education, different surrounding, which brought them up having a different mindset, different perception, different idea, different concept, and they now want to share everything they can with each other. From a mere admiration to a yearning to have and to hold, expecting the one whom they claim for their own to understand while the rest of the world doesn't, sometimes do bring frustration and doubt, especially when the understanding isn't to the level that both expect.

Set sail off the shore they've been traveling for a distance. Hardworking as the sailor always be tends to be quiet and just do his job, silently hoping what he does will bring a better trip for her & for themselves. At the same time, he who works hard for almost everything he does, wants to give the best of himself to the world which makes him work even harder and expecting her to understand while everyone else does not, though words have been less spoken. A Quiet worker he is. This conclusion of hers..

It isn't hard with anyone else, but this soul that She's following is one that makes her helpless at times. She's afraid she can't catch up. He's exchanging heart where words are too shallow to express, while she needs to see it.... Eagerly she follows tightly, trying her every way to try to understand, making up reasons that make sense to her.. And she becomes nostalgic. She gives, for all the time she believes in giving... Yet now she wants to know if he feels the same. IF he does why isn't he doing the same? She began to expect returns. Unbelievably she has become someone she don't adore. So much so of giving true love? Her insecurity has annoyed him and started to think will he gradually destroy a wonderful soul she once had. Nonetheless this is the last thing in the world she could ever think of.

Missing in communication? Is it so difficult to have an understanding between them? What's in the sailor's mind contrast with the mind of an Earth divine?

But what they work towards is just as simple -- a world they live in, withholding each other through ups and downs, happy and sad. The questions she threw drown him more than the feisty wave he encountered, ridiculously. Forceful and making him uncomfortable. What's not there to believe? What's not there to trust?

She's been so silly.

Perhaps what she needs is to simplify what's seem to be complicated.

And now she wants him to know, He shalt never think he would destroy her, for whatever that happened has made her a better person.

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return." -- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Innocent, Naïve Souls Processed.

2007-03-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

“7.35am to 1.00pm , 1.35pm to 6.35pm” Rinnnnnnggggggggg!

Cries of 7 years old, eyes of watchful parents, lunchbox, school money 50 cents? 80 cents?, canteen aunty uncles with fierce looks, school buses, junk food, haunted toilets, canes, physical education, Vitagen & Milk ordering are merely thoughts we could recall during our days of primary education. Fears, anxiety exerts the feeling we have rather than joyful moments as most of the pupils of Malaysian Education are bulk with torrential bags filled with text books, homework which are measured in Tons! But these are the things that we ponder most from our childhood education where all we do is “Bangun Pagi, Gosok Gigi, Minum Susu….”. All we need to do is make sure we attend class and do exams, apa susah!

“You Monsters, Keep Quiet!”, “Good Morning Class”, “Can I have your homework handed to the front of the line”, “Take out your hand!”, are merely quotes that we are frequently bombarded with. Those whom have failed to adhere to any of the above quotes are subject to severe punishment. Kids let me introduce to you the torture to you for the next 6 years, The Rottan (High quality, durable, environmental friendly product and comes in assorted sizes, usually found in Pasar Malam, best used on thick skin lazy students “hand and buttocks are usual favourite spots but not restricted to!”) 9/10 of us and have taste the feel of this incredible creation of mankind, and the 1/10 is either a drop out, or has highly sensitive skin and prescribe by the doctor that is not fit to be cane “impossible laaa”! So let me see, my record of canes was 20 hits on the buttocks for not passing up ANY of my Art Work for the whole Standard 4. Yes it was in September that than, so I had to go home subsequently and made Chinese New Year Cards, Draw topics related to Merdeka Celebration, Hari Raya and Things of the past, How irrelevant is that! Kena Cane already still have to do, thus lesson is “Thick Skin So what”!

Social competition such as Cleanest Class Competition, Dirtiest Class Announcement was than introduced to our senseless mind, Cooommmon how many of you all actually mop the floor when you are 7-9 years old. When mopping means flooding the class, arranging tables represents building of fortress “Pssst.. anyone experience Accidentally pulling up a girls skirt while turning the chair upside down”, the Blackboard wiping sprint, and Most Horribly the Window Pane Wiping, this are chores done DAILY. I only wipe my window once a year, and I don’t put my chair upside down at home! Imagine turning the Sofa Upside down on your Glass Coffee Table and break it. Singing Competition, Story Telling Competition, have you represented your class before? Where is our Stevie Wonder and Mariah Carey? Hey common, we are watching American Idol and it was a talent search, we also have talent search watttt!! during our Primary Days! But how many of those Gold Winners ended up producing albums and acted in Blockbuster movie.

Than we are introduced with the Days, Teacher Day, Children Day, Sports Day, and most importantly Schoooool Holidays! Those days than always have Nothing to do with books & 35 minutes of boring teachings, we used to love those days don’t we. Don’t get me wrong, I Still love those days and still hoping….praying… that the Government of Malaysia appreciate our Gifted Teacher, Future Malaysian Idol, Akademi Fantasia and Olympic Players and declare a public holiday over it! My reason you might ask, simple…. I am a Malaysian!

How about games, missing the game of 1-2 zoom (Still widely use as a tiebreaker these days), Guli (That speaks of how we got Gold for Lawn Bowl at the Commonwealth), Police & Thief (Potential industrial players), Galah Panjang (Snatch thief problem), Chopping (Violent!), Pepsi-Cola (Ankle breaking contest & Used widely in soccer games), are only some I could thought of those innocent days, and NOW you all tell me who say we are CHILDISH!. Free things we get during our days like dental, badminton and basketball court are a thing of the past which many did not appreciate than. Shame on You! Now go to a dental, they charge you! Go Book a badminton court, they charge you! Did I tell enough to make you miss the fun days?

Favorites of all, the Canteen! 50 cent a bowl of Mee Curry or Soup? 10 cent to a buck for an ice cream? How about Mamees that taste better in those days! 20 minutes, we manage to gallop down a hot bowl of mee, have a keropok, and eat an ice cream? Wow, we are definitely in for another Malaysia Guniness Book Of Records. The question is, than why do we need 1 hour to eat now? People tell you 20 minutes eat and go back to work, we tell him, You Crazy, This Soup is Hot You Know! Did our heat resistant drop? Or are we gonna give them the reason of indigestion, and recommend the government to extend the recess time of the kids at school? We used to run to canteen to line up for food, but why don’t you all run to the hawker stalls now? No wonder Malaysian are getting obese! Remember the last time you met a primary mate, and you gave him/her the look and say “Wow, good life la you! Prosper so much already!” and when we turn back, we tell our mates/boy/girlfriends, He damn Fat Already, last time he is very skinny you know! Argh Malaysian!

Nothing seems an obstacle to 12 years old and below, till primary 6. The ultimate test UPSR where still send a chill up the spines of many 12 years old (Do they still have that thing now? And How Many of You all still remember, what does UPSR Stand for?). That is when the term “Burning Midnight Oil” came relevant, but nahh I didn’t study hard. 2A 2B 2Cs was the grades, I liked them mixed.

“The Aunty Smart Daughter got Straight As! You know, So Smart la her!” says your mom. Boring Boring Boring, but did she excel in computer games! I did!

“I know how to Operate a computer, mummy you don’t know, so I smarter than you is it!” Of course I didn’t say that!

The moment I walk off my last day of Primary School (SRJK © Puay Chai) I am sure I was heavy hearted, best friends (How Many of Us Still Hold It Together, I do.. Ray till today we are still good friends), farewell day, emotional pupils merely made we walk faster out of the building I accommodate for the past 2190 days (including weekends and school holidays).

So how many of you have read and felt the sentiments of our childhood?

“Slap!!!” get to work la!! Think so much, you think I pay you to direct “Back to the Future is it”

.: Nothing Much :.

2007-03-09T09:11:00.000+08:00

Kind of tired of everyday's life lately... Live like a programmed human basically everyday. Doing the same thing on weekdays, something to look forward to on the weekend though. However, it just feels kind of demotivating and feeling like finding some excitement that possibly could ignite the fire again.. I used to look forward to a new day..

I... what else can I complain about? Just feel like something's missing and I don't know what it is..

And I don't know how should I tell..

.: Festive Hurricane :.

2007-02-28T09:23:00.000+08:00

The greatest festival of the year for every Chinese is getting to its end, finally. No don't get me wrong, I ain't complaining. Nonetheless it has acting like a hurricane yearly for me and my family. We prepared (TRY to be fully prepared) awaiting for its arrival & we bend and curl, adjusting ourselves when it's attacking, and tidy up the mess after the storm. . . .

I'm just saying it's always a busy period of time for us during CNY. =P

Visited respective folks of my family in Seremban for the 1st day, chatted and catching up mostly in areas like "How are you?" "Where are you working?" "Where have you been?", "Wow you are so grown up already!", exchanging/update phone numbers and so on.

Up we go to the North on the 2nd day, Teluk Intan, my mom's. Again the same thing repeated but just in a different dialect :) However I'm happy to see my cousins Angie and Nick again.

Journey's split on the 3rd day - Parents went further up to Penang and brother & I were back to KL because I was going to Cameron Highland with KeeYin and friends on the 4th day.

The trip to Cameron Highland was a pleasant one. Put aside the gas from vehicles and the flies which I most believe they are clinging to the fertilizer and got us all so busy chasing them away while eating, it was pretty OK. It wasn't cold like I expected, but the clear sky has got me brighten up. Very nice indeed especially when we were at the Boh Tea Farm. The night market is nothing I can complain about, crowded but offering enough. I guess the vege and fruits aren't so much cheaper than KL, or 2 to 3 times fresher but you just can't help buying some to bring back home. :) Thx to a friend of a friend who brought us to flower farm and vege farm. Quite an experience to ride on a Land Rover (Rather a jeep) to go the farms, trying to grab hold of it while getting bumpy along the road with 10++ friends -- some standing, some sitting & some squatting at the back of it. Hehe... Some pics to share.. :

Taken at a flower farm, orchids all around :)

Plugging capsicum hehehehe

Back to KL on the 6th day of CNY(Friday), only at night. Tired but fulfilled I greeted my parents and updated each other what we'd missed. Mom has become the representative to collect red packets for me Muahahahah!

The weekend was spent visiting and got visited. Luckily there's still time for me to rest and charged for the new week to come, yeah, back to work. Still in the mood of CNY though. =P

And argh gained few pounds during the process ... :P So gotta shake the extra inches and pounds off now.....

.: Dark at first, Bright at last :.

2007-02-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

Sharing with her are his thoughts after years of sailing vulnerably in the sea. Rusty the skin has become whilst grinding his teeth over waves and storms that took no mercy on a young heart. Survived through it he leaves no selfish space in between them after meeting this soul, this voice, this body and this mind. Holding her close to him, words whispered is harsh to her ears. Nonetheless his heart by its nature only wants the best protection for her, to know what he's been through that words from his mouth could be so detached with his age. There is so much he wants her to see!

She was doubtful of his intention. A different love he's pouring is none that she's used to seeing. Making herself to step out from her glass house to chase after this sailor now she stoned on the same spot. Behind her are words that constructed her all these years; Words ahead of her are provocative enough to provoke her cocoon. She doubts if he ever wanted is for her to be like him, or any shadow that he hungers in the dark. Heart trembles, tears are shed, questions going around about in her mind confusing her isn't she the package he treasures?

Yet all he ever wanted is to share and locking her close to his heart. Purely he gives, unselfishly he shares. All he wished is for her to unwind the defensive and look beyond what's inline. A blunt mind reserves no room for the sky that is wider, for the ocean that is deeper and bluer, and for the breeze that is soother. Foreseeing the storms will be vicious as it always be, the journey of one is seemingly lonely. Hearts bind, she is willing for a renovation that breaks none of her beliefs but reducing the friction of edges formed over years. What's encouraging her is merely the hope he has in them, and she wants to change for better. Not as easy as it seems, she knows she'll always be reminded.

.: Time to get busy :.

2007-01-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

Was assigned a new project to work on lately and heck the time line is tight! What's lucky is we've got a technical consultant to seek advices from. His sample codes have really helped a lot. Pressure comes from understanding the codes and use them on my own, which is quite a challenge because basically I just cant do it without understanding what's the code doing! Working on it and hopefully I can meet the time line.

Was quite stressful yesterday as was stuck in the middle and don't know what was I doing -- that's the most stressful when you don't know what you should do to solve the problem. So went home late and sweated it out, ended up only had dinner at 9pm. But it felt better.

He's back tomorrow. =) That's enough to bring a big grin on my face.

.: A life after it :.

2007-01-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

After the clouds are clear, the sun seems shinier than any other days. Hope is reinstalled upon a realization after much of a pondering over time. Smiles are found again on the faces, Love is seen again in the eyes of the beholder and Passion is flamed upon anticipation unleashed from the confiner.

It just feels so great to come out from it. She sees herself in the mist of the past, the shadow she has no intention for abolishment but allow it to become a warning for herself to never turn back to be.

On the other side of it stands the reception of a warm & loving heart. Trust herself it is the heart she shall be chasing after. A self she's now carries a different view on the valuable kinship, not because of all the unashamed show offs; But how the heart makes her see themselves in a path that is unpredictable yet planned in a name of future. Companionship & togetherness she now feels are the inspiration the heart instills onto her. A desirous hope for eternity which she never thought is realistic in the pacing cruelty world somehow lurking in her mind.

Beautiful & Inspirational, that is.

.: All My Life :.

2007-01-11T10:26:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to someone special.. Words in the song says how I feel, hoping it to be All My Life.

A great love song, isn't it? :)

Artist: K-C & Jojo
Song: All My Life
Album: Love Always

Baby (x11)

I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

.: Happy 2007!! :.

2007-01-02T10:50:00.000+08:00

So it came! Finally.

How was your new year's eve? I was away from KL, away from the noisy, congested, filthy city and hopped myself into a small, cozy, warm, jolly town of Malacca. I can say after so many years, I be on a trip to somewhere for a special occassion as such. :) Good feeling! Rejuvenate myself before beginning another year of hassles. It was a fun and soul fulfilling trip! And of course spending it with my love one means much more! Wishfully we'll have more trips in the coming years. :) Can't forget to mention we've got good companies along the trip -- a lovely couple who're easy going. Hope they too had a great time!

Uploaded are some photos of my trip after getting them from my friends. Happy new year everyone! And all the best in everything you do and wanna do!

@ Puri hotel, playing with the old-fashioned phone, it's working by the way ;)

@ the ice blend shop with KeeYin, he was having the durian ice kacang. It was too rich in taste, didnt quite like it. Ended up we couldn't finish it. Lol.

Standing with the aboriginal model @ the Jonker Street. "He" is indeed very dirty :P

Standing on the stairs walking up to a museum of which I'd forgotten about the name =.="

Now look, canon! hahahaha! Historical tourist spot of Malacca.

Back from the walking, took this at hotel garden. A very nice hotel indeed!

At night, we went to have this satay lok-lok, and we had to queue nearly for an hour for a table! Gosh.. but worth it. We spent nearly an hour to enjoy our dinner too muahahahha!

Back to the hotel before going out for the count down, as I said the hotel is nice, I like the chairs and the deco of the building. It's really ancient and gothic, classy ;)

A very nice trip I've had :) Must admit I played till getting lazy to work :P

.: My Xmas :.

2006-12-26T12:14:00.000+08:00

Started on 23rd.. continue on 24th, ended on 25th, or 26th :)
Been having a long Xmas this year, full of blessing and cherishing moments.

An elegant, romantic night I had on 23rd. Sitting at the restaurant with my dearly, nibbling on crusines and found a little space of peace and romance which we could have in the middle of the congested air of KL. I'm glad we made it a night to remember.

taken @ delta. Lovely :)

Been to Justin Lo concert on 24th. A great way to spend for Christmas eve!! The ambience, the crowd, the song, the perfomance, nothing is left regretful about! He is indeed a very talented singer & writer. Nice voice, BIG voice. There were a few moments which I just melted into his voice.

before the count down, enjoying the singing

After the count down, happening !!!

on 25th, had a pot luck party at Yin's house. I was feeling uneasy the whole day, blamed it to the oysters I had on 23rd I guess. Food poisoning? But I only threw up, no bowel. I dont know. My stomach was acting up and I felt like I'd spoiled the night. Took med to stop vomitting and had some food later of the night, and I threw up everything I consumed. What a night.

On 26th Boxing Day, today, forgot to get a friend's Xmas prezzie and we hope it ain't too late :P Well it's all about boxes of prezzie after Christmas aint it?

Okay, now, Bye bye Christmas - such a short but memorable, cherished & full of blessings season; And Welcome 2007! Let the count down begins!!

.: Xmas!!! :.

2006-12-23T10:44:00.000+08:00

Here it is !!!! Been waiting since the beginning of the year and now 2006 is saying goodbye in a jolly and merry way! Been going around the blocks to check out the Christmas decoration and I'd collected some pics for my hunt. Using my K750i to snap I guess it wont be better than using a high quality camera but who cares!!!

Midvalley Candy House!!!

KLCC Xmas Tree!

Neway at One Utama :)

Sunway Pyramid & Sunway Resort Hotel tour ! heehehe

There are a few more places I've yet to visit! Will post more when I'd collected them!
Merry Christmas everyone! My Christmas starts today!!

Acquaintance of Jae to Share

2006-12-23T02:07:00.000+08:00

"An acceptance yearned from each other led to the beginning of a brand new meaning of my Journey." A Journey that would lead to a self-proclaim state of serenity, with the path left lingering upon on all imaginations on this acceptance yearned.

My honour to share with readers of this Blog the lifelyhood & likelihood of a new path set upon. Let the opportunity of silence flow through Christmas & a Brand New Year of 2007.

Wishing all of you, a Blessed Christmas and a pleasent New Year to hope, treasure and imagine beyond.

.: A company along the path of life :.

2006-12-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

Introducing ..... a company that I call for my own into my sanctuary.

An acceptance yearned from each other led to the beginning of a brand new meaning of my journey.

Quote from his recent writing --
"A livelihood of men;

An inspiration of love;

A vision to portray upon;

A hope for the years to come."

A great painter of his own, I wonder when he will start his painting on the wall. And I shall be awaiting. :)

.: What card are you? :.

2006-12-19T11:21:00.000+08:00

Seen a few of my friends' blogs are having something like this, so I played too and this is who I am from the test. Hmmmm.....

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Go try it out :)

.: Couldn't ask for more than this..... :.

2006-12-18T09:33:00.000+08:00

Christmas songs playing all over the mall while I went shopping .. The decorations that are unique in each mall has really brought everybody into the mood for Christmas and New Year. Looking at for a day of celebration it made people to prepare it a month before hand -- a feeling of overwhelm sweep me off my feet. It's that time of the year again. :)

I browsed through my archive and found an entry which I wrote what I've done in year 2005 and the changes I had in that year. Should I do it again for this year. It was a huge change in 2006, which ended rather regretful but, beautifully. Every year I hope I do better, try to impress more people than to disappoint them .. however life isn't such perfect and in a way I want it to be. Things happen, shit happened, and we move on taking it a lesson we learned along the pace. Grew alot in this year, seen alot too. "Life gets better" - when it was my lowest point in life, pissing myself off and questioning the kind of a person I am, someone said that to me. For my theme of "Life is a treasure, live it to the fullest" and "be ALIVE while you're alive", it does make an impact by stopping me to continuously think negatively and take a step forward. Stopping at the same spot does no good to myself. Who doesn't want a life to be remembered and meaningful to ownself, at least? Regretful as it is for things that happened, sorry as it is for people I'd turned down.. I am grateful that I am still valued by many. Utmostly I mean alot to someone, Couldn't ask for more than this..

Tend to think back alot during this time of the year.. I'm glad I still will take a break and think about it. Reviewing myself. Have I given enough? Have I contributed enough? Have I showed the people who are valuable to me how much I value them? Have I done the things I should to achieve something in life?

Things been changing since I started to open up and show my feelings to the people I care about. The most odvious are my family members and meeting with new faces. Dad has been softer and open up to chats and caring. Mom has been talking to me, even I came home late, a little chat does help to understand each other better and thus the love for each other gains. I try to take out time and really listen, be attentive to them while I still have the chance. Brother has been sharing his stuff to me too. I realize by taking the 1st step is really nothing to lose BUT to feel even greater. I sure hope I am dear to them in anyway. The same attitude I carry onto meeting new friends, and I feel so good having the smiles in return. The same attitude I carry onto my own friends, just to let them know I do care about them and love them much. Giving, not in a form of cash/presents, is something even harder to do because people don't open up... but why not?

I dont even know if the things I wrote making any sense to you :) Just some thoughts that crop up during working hr and yes I am writing away while working. LOL. And thought of expressing it while still in the mood :P Been valued much by a particular individual lately and yes I feel like.... Couldn't ask for anything more than this.. He gives me courage and support to think further in life of how I want it to be - achievement in career, achievement in family, achievement in r'ship. He gives me courage & boldness to even hope that he'll be there in my future --- this, I've never ever have a feeling like this before -- the feeling of wanted & treasured, and feel like giving the same in return. How promising and touching it is when the someone you really love and hope to have for life includes you into his future plans, can you see how much he values and loves you?

Used to think it's silly when talking about future in a relationship... perhaps it is the insecurity I felt last time. Didnt even think how future will be with the person I was being with. "Dont even know if we could still be together for another year...." I used to have a feeling like this.

And now, he who is certain touched my heart when he visualized his plans and how we can do it together hand in hand. It is a feeling of certainty. A feeling of togetherness. A feeling of acceptance. A feeling of belonging. A feeling of no matter what happens we will pass it if not gracefully, at least not alone. Looking into his eyes while he was talking about it, I can't help but doubting do I deserve this. Wanted to just slap myself to make sure it isn't a dream.

I just hope it lasts me for a life time..

I guess I'd found my constant wishes for Christmas this year and many years of it to come :)

.: After a while :.

2006-12-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

Been nagged by people for some updates as the one that is topping now isn't quite a good one.. So alright I'm doing it now.

Lazing on Wednesday night after a fun time gaming at the PC, guess it feels good to write something for my own.

Life's changed since then, been going out quite often and enjoying it. Life gets better, right? I'm glad that I have a new company who's been there thru ups and downs. Couldn't complain anymore :) Especially during the holiday season where everywhere is overwhelmed with joy and blessings. To the right you see couple walking by hand in hand; to the left you see kids running around begging mommy for some presents; turn again you see friends hanging out around the Christmas decorations at the malls.... It makes you think life couldn't get better than any of these. :) And it makes you feel like just wanna dip your head into your love one and feel the pamper coming from him. I'm thinking what to buy for my love ones this year. My brother has already got the presents and now hiding them under my desk because he's scared my parents will find out what he bought for them. I"m asking him to bring those upstairs to his room.. lol. Our Christmas tree is set up -- half way. LOL! Lacking some lights and deco stuffs. Will get more in the coming days and make it the niciest one!

Work doesnt get better.. I can foresee the pressure coming, most probably next year as everybody is in holiday mood now, even my managers. So alright I'll get what's on my hands done and celebrate Christmas & New Year, and come back work like a cow, and anticipating the holidays for CNY.. .. And work again, and wait for the next holiday.. Life eh?

Of course it isn't just about that ! Gain and treasure the fruits after all the hard work! So I'm planning to have oversea holiday next year. What I have in mind is Bali. Family is planning to go to Beijing around Sept of 2007 so I hope we can make it :) gotta work hard and save well to fulfill my interest of life :) Can't get enuff from travelling as there's always something exciting that you never know ;)

Will post some pics here.. Been to Shogun at 1 Utama last weekend and my bro and I treated my parents a buffet dinner there.. Self portrait some pics with my silly bro hahaha!

Ok.. guess it's quite an updated post? See ya guyzz.. take very good care of yourself !

.: Some updates :.

2006-11-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

I know that this is gonna be a very long entry.. As there is something I need to tell my friends who's been frequently visiting to my blog..

Ended with my relationship 2-3 weeks ago. I know now opening it up seems to be obscene even maybe offensive to somebody but I guess it's the phase of life I've gotta face. And this is phase of life that I've gone through. And so I would like you, my friend, to know about it.

It's not easy. I'm not gonna bitch about how hard I felt though yeah I lost a few kgs through a weekend becoz of gastric reacting as I lost appetite to eat. I gave up the relationship becoz I found out there're things which we cant see eye to eye at. There is something I cant find the bonding with. there is something we dont have in common.... Age is.. something.. Always there is something to me. I'd bluffed myself that we can get over it as time goes by. And so as time goes by, finally I found out I just cant get over it. And thus I hurt him directly unintentionally. I'd also hurt myself through out. Relationship is not something you can take to experience with (but if you never try, you never know, so does devil speak.) I'm so selfishly taking it for myself and this guilt has never subside because I am guilty in experiencing it. I made up my mind and my heart to break it knowing it causes more pain in the future than now. I am now gradually hoping what I'm learning now helps to fade the guilt I'm having...

I thought I should have accepted all the punishments that God thinks I should for hurting another soul. Yet God sends me another angel. I am not gonna deny that there is a new hope in my life now. And this time as I learned my lesson very well, I eagerly dont want to step into any relationship in a rush. The angel that God sends has taught me very well about patience and understanding. He has taught me very well what I should be looking for in a relationship. The bonding, the admiration, the respect, the understanding, the maturity... all these are essential in a relationship. Love alone, is not sufficient.

I know relationships is something I find it for myself for the rest of my life. It is the decision I'm gonna make for myself. I've been advised for I wonder how many times from my close ones, I've been scolded... But, I still think there is hope for me. I'm not wrong in choosing whom I wanna be with for my entire life. Shall I be with somebody just because I will feel utterly guilty for leaving him? Shall I be with somebody just because I'm used to having him? Or shall I be with somebody whom I love with my entire heart and for him alone for the rest of my life?

I'm a devil as I hurt people's heart. I'm not good. I dont know if I'll ever deserve someone better. But there he is standing there with open arms. I know I should cherish.. And how I'm doing it is just to hold on and not bump my head blindly again to it. Because I value too much of this angel that God sent.

As for my health.. except losing few kgs, food poisoning added up to it that causes me to lose another few kgs that I'm now at my lowest weight level ever. I now weight 48 kg. Happy it is but it also causes people to worry. :) For a food lover as me, I'm sure I'll gain back.

To my babe Daniel, Zoe and Wendy. I miss you all very much. When things happen I just wish I can hold you all and cry over it. Pls do update me how are you now. I can always know how's Dan is doing by vising to his blog. Zoe and Wendy, Wendy especially, I worry to the utmost about you. I'm sorry I didnt find time to catch up with you. But I always have you in my mind and heart.

Zoe and Eric, thank you for accompanying me through my hardest moment. Your comments are much appreciated and considerable :) Thank you for supporting me no matter what shit and how bad is the shit that I've got myself into.

Havent I shared with you my lovely cousin sister pics? Her name is Crystal and she's just a heartthrob. She's 2 years old now. Learning to speak. A very naughty girl but she's irresistable :) I'm sure you'll love her when you meet her :) Here are some pics to share with you all.

taken a day at her house, I have no idea what's the animal hat she's wearing :)

Then, here are some pics taken on her 2 year old birthday :)

Here is a pic that is taken much earlier ... I think she's 1 year plus at that time. Isn't she a beauty :)

Now these 2 are taken lately.. naughty as she always is !

That's it for now guys.

.: Holidays end :.

2006-10-27T10:43:00.000+08:00

Argh... at last it came to an end.. 5 days of rest, how much have you done? I must admit I got to spend sometime having fun.. Been to movie at night on Monday night; and sing karaoke on Tuesday; and I went to pick up my mom on Wed.. Hmm so I guess I didnt waste any days of it hehe.

"Frost bite" is the movie I watched on Monday night. It's a swedish film and it's about vampire. I would say being an horror movie it made me laughed watching.. So, it wasn't scary.. Hahahhaa I got the tickets free that's why I went to watch it.. Else.. I dont think I'll buy the tickets on purpose.. Hehehe

Tuesday karaoke session is the best time during the holiday. It was about 8 of us.. And we really sang our lungs out. So tired after it. But no regret calling these fellas going. I laughed alot during singing because they are just sooo happening and funny!! I can see they enjoyed themselves much too! Hahah next time I'm gonna call them out again for karaoke!!!

How many of you will tell the truth when blogging? I believe something still need to be reserved in myself while blogging.. because.. it's not my private own blog. Everyone of you can view it. I guess my little reservation is not so bad anywayz.. I don't know.. I've seen a friend who's just saying everything out. I admire his braveness. :) maybe someday I can be like one too

.: A trip to recharge :.

2006-10-12T22:37:00.001+08:00

Been away to Cherating for the past weekend. Went to Club Med with colleagues. The trip was organized by my company so I don't see any reason not to go. Another reason is, I was excited because this is my return after 13 years. Nothing's changed. Only more things are extra charged now. Lolz... well, gotta keep up with the world I guess. I missed the special necklace where it's the exchange of cash. And you dont have to carry the cash around in there. Now it's changed to "Easy Card" where from my understanding, it works something like a credit card and they'll need your credit card for a RM1.5k of verification. Souvenir shop, spa treatment, and bar needs to pay. Fair enough.. The spa treatment isn't so worthy because I think you can find anywhere cheaper than there. It costs you RM200 for a 50 mins of Bali Massage :P Hehe..

I'll share some photos with y'all.. Hope they'll make you to feel interested to visit there. When you go, dont forget to invite me too! I didnt get to play much in there. My skin condition was acting up. Just before I took off to the highway my left arm was having rashes caused by unknown reason. So I brought a cream which I don't even know if it's working to ease the itch. The journey took us about 3.5 hours using the new highway, all the way from Genting highway to Kuantan - Kuala Terengganu. The rashes was worse on the 2nd day and I didnt even have the mood to play! >.<

Pantai Beach - the beach Club Med. Nice, clean, comfy, "wavy", windy... It's just so relax to sit there and listen to the ocean wave.. :)

Relaxing in this tomb beside the swimming pool also not bad.. How I wish my dear was there.. Kinda romantic to just fold ourselves inside.. hehehe

I cant complain much about the food there. Cant get a chance to be starving hahahaha. 13 years back I didnt get to enjoy much on the food because all I ate was lots of sausages (for my memory). Now, NEVA BABE!! hahahaa! The taste bud seducing cousine is in a variety from Chinese to Italian to Japan to Korean, to Malay to French, and some sweet sensations of ice creams and desserts. One more thing that's gonna make some people slurpping over is FREE FLOW BEER! Yeah right.. Enjoyed myself with a glass of beer and some wine.. Couldn't ask for more ;) Here are some of my food to share LOL..

Played basketball, archery, swimming, ping pong... I missed the trapaze, bungy bounce, aqua exercise, yoga exercise, Power walk, kayak, and ETC... ALL SORTS OF FUN GAMES!! geeezzz I'm gonna go again next year and making sure I'm in a perfect shape and condition! And I'm gonna get a pair of bikini!! Gosh looking at my 1-piece there really felt so out! hahahaha!!!

Nice post! Bull's Eye, not....

Beware of the monkeys there though.. Kinda big size and they're not afraid of human! Lots of them!!

That's it for now guys... I'm sure you're getting a hard time loading the pics. :) ciaoz..

.: Come & Go :.

2006-09-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

People come, people go ... when you hope they stay long enough.. they tell you it's the time to say goodbye..

It's sad knowing 2 of my colleagues are leaving. I thought they found the current one is good for them.. But, as one is having a better option in life, one shall not stop Him from moving on..It wasn't the best company I've been under, I guess I still have more to learn before I leave. I'm glad I've known them, in fact the colleagues whom I'm having, I can't complain anything further.. They're jsut great. I like them!

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The anime that I'm so into it, One Piece, is slowly coming out with each of the latest episode. My brother is crazy over it as well so I'll always have the latest episode downloaded. It's a great story to watch, and to learn......

Every single character in the anime has something special : they maybe lousy in many ways, but there's one thing that they are so handy with -- they teach me to appreciate who I am and what I am.

Every one of them back each other's up : the friendship and the bonding among them is nothing in words that can described -- they teach me the correct way to treat friend and to people ( the ones that I dislike excluded, I'm still having stinky attitude towards them.=P)

Every one of them laughs from the heart, even for a small matter / for a silly thing that one's done -- they teach me to laugh when the situation is stressful and bad, for no matter how worry I am it wont loosen just because I'm worried. It will loosen when I face it with a light & open heart, and take appropriate action.

Every one of them need each other to go on in life : for one will never leaves another behind.. -- they teach me to be caring, for the society nowadays that people are too busy to even ask " how have you been?"

And many more ...

I just love the story. And love everyone of them. Luffy's character has taught me much. I've become more cheerful and open hearted, and open minded.

I will follow the story until the end :)

.: Happy Birthday Mom :.

2006-08-29T08:28:00.000+08:00

Not today... last Sunday.. late to post it here.. Anywayz, 1 year older lar..wish my mom to continuously be a happy and a healthy bird! I love ya muaks muaks muaks!!! Dad was back to celebrate her birthday hehehe So we went to a place called Cosmic to have dinner. It's at Maple Suite, Jalan Changkat Raja Chulan.. I managed to take a pic of my food, others were too hungry they didnt wait for me to take pic T.T ...

Banana Chicken - really is 2 fried banana on top of the chicken.

And myself hahahaha

.: Finally.... or not... :.

2006-08-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

Been having dinner at 11++pm lately.. not today, not yersterday though, at least the work is there already. IT IS THERE~~~~!!!! I can eat and sleep more peacefully.. I surely hope it's gonna be a bugless system but hahahahahah I'm gonna laugh out loud if anyone of us said that becoz it hasnt come to the stage where we can tell ourselves that it's bugless... Coz designer is us, developer is us, and testers is also us.. What on earth are we doing?!?!?!? Did I purposely insert the correct data to be tested and hope that I dont see an error page comes out next? YES! I DID! It's the nature because I really felt tired to go through tons and tons of testing just to make sure that my work is accurate and can avoid the bug to happened! Anywayz, today is Saturday and I still arrived home at 9pm because I was stucked in the office, right after I finished my training in SOA Bootcamp at Sunway Resort & Spa ... gosh...

Life is not so tough afterall if you have adapted to it. SO true! For the first few times when I had to stay back late to do the work, I really felt sad and tired, and angry (looking out from 12th floor of Menara TM off Federal Highway, I really wanted to curse the people who're heading home at 6.30pm...)... Then, 2nd day, 3rd day, 1 week... ... It happened to be a norm for me. It's like .. "Oh? 9pm already?! wow so fast ...." and feel nothing wrong abt that. LOL..... Luckily the hardwork paid off, I could finish up my work just before the due and performed the UAT test without much hammer-falls on my head and my colleagues. It was pretty smooth. :P

And got the chance to attend to a training bootcamp at Sunway Resort & Spa. NICE eh? hehehe! I call it a run away because it's 2 days of training. Meals provided, 3 times a day - morning tea time, lunch, and afternoon tea time. So the stomach is always full, and so... the want of falling asleep is always there! Take a look around you can see at least 5 people are "resting their eyes".. and the one beside me is already snoring~! hahahahaha! It was quite fun because you can get your hands on the lab exercise and try out something new. Bad thing is just that the lecturing session is really hypnotizing... god.... I finally surrendered to my Sleeping Devil and gave in and let him taken me away... Maybe I've not been resting well lately so I found it really sleepy during the lecture session.. But of course I just closed my eyes for 1-2 minutes.. hahaha Cant really fall asleep in front of so many people eh? Saw a handsome and so eager wanted to know his name. Finally I did with the help of my friend hahahaha! But didnt get to talk to him... ish... pai seh lar!! So that's something interesting in the bootcamp, so to speak :P

.: Frustration, Exhaustion :.

2006-08-05T08:25:00.000+08:00

Been working late recently because of a project that is supposed to due next week, or few weeks back? Not sure... the management people always telling you that the due is supposed to be yesterday, always yesterday...

I dont actually feel tired or I'm too tired until I dont feel anything. Imagine 12 hours of brain squeezing, body is okay but mind is totally exhausted. My colleagues and I cant actually stand till 10pm at night because a person's persistance and motivation cant last that long. Eric and I tried to at least enjoy the extra hours of working by singing and creating stupid jokes over some other colleagues. Then it doesnt feel so bad. Our PM is a person that .... I dont know, I dont know him much to judge him but from what he did to us yesterday, I really starting to disrespect ( or I already do) him until I dont really want to have any topics of discussion or chit-chat him, just want to get my work done. Imagined, yes the company didnt say they force us to stay late at client's site office, but moving to here and having to listen to the clients saying " You guys coming on Sunday right? Today work till 12 o'clock right? ", what can we do? Nothing. But to hope that at least our senior managers would do something / say something to motivate us. But none. Furthermore, our PM went out for dinner at 6++pm yesterday (as the day before he stayed and ended up having dinner with us at 9++pm, I guess he can't stand it), and we havent seen him come back after 2 hours. When one of my colleague called him up and told him that we gotta leave, he still asked us to stay. Where was him? Having dinner. Where were we? Staying in the office with exhausted mind and hungry stomach.Yes, we can actually go out and eat at 6++pm / 7++pm and come back, but dont you think it's a waste of time. So we agreed to work till 8++pm, then off work and go have dinner, then go home. At least there's no break in between and we can do some work. . . .. I dont know what's your perception towards this situation, if you think he's okay being like that. Then maybe I'll have to change my point of view.

.: Imbalance mentality:.

2006-08-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

Previous job, I complained that I dont get to use my brain much.....

Current job, I complained.. and I suspect that I begin to have mentality imbalance problem.. I'll tend to think or say things that are extraordinarily stupid, or imagine things that are impossible or unreachable, yet can have a fun time laughing over it with colleagues. I guess everybody is the same then. I"m glad I have one of the best colleagues in the world. They not only easy going, very funny too. With them, thing is not so tough. :)

.: Yippie!!!:.

2006-07-30T10:41:00.000+08:00

I'm going to watch Eason!! wahahahahah!!!!

.: Quote ..... :.

2006-07-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

"There's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me" -- Stacie Orrico "There's Gotta be More to Life"

.: Father's Day :.

2006-06-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

Anyone of you celebrated Father's Day with daddy? I cant stand all the massage chair advertisements, it seems like to express love to parents is only by buying massage chairs for them? SWT! Well..... shame to speak, I'm unaffordable (at the moment) to buy such chair for them... But they already have one ... ggrrrriiirrr...

We went to dine out at a Thai restaurant - named Thai Sabye Sabye at Lucky Plaza, Bandar Park (Off Jln Klang Lama). It's the restaurant we'll tend to go for whatever function it is - mostly is for birthday celebration. The food there is nice, for people who like spicy food, this is the perfect place for you. I've got some pics to share, yes, food again! hahahaha

Songkai Chicken (Thai style curry chicken - very "lemak" (gravy)!) & Mayonneise Prawn - not spicy, very rich in taste (one of my favourites :P)

4 Dai Tin Wong (4 types of vege/beans fried in famous sambal sauce) & Crab Omelette (light, very good starter)

Lastly ... the Thai Style Fried Rice. We always order this accompanied with other dishes, however, the dishes are just nice to have with white rice alone!!! And there's Hot Plate Sambal Sotong(squid)... the sambal chili is the best!!!

As you notice there are a few shaky pictures. .. coz my hand was shaking when taking the pics because of too hungry ahhahahaha! Kidding! :P It's just that my shand shoke when taking the pics, sorry for the bad quality!

.: Weekend with X-Men 3:.

2006-06-12T07:56:00.000+08:00

I'm sure most of you all have watched X-Men III so I believe I wont be a spoiler here talking about it. So what do you guys think about it? Some said disappointing, some said ok-ok lah, for me I think it's cool (maybe because I dont moan over Cyclops's death that's why it's acceptable for me). I like Jean very very much I think she's so much more powerful than anybody else in the movie! I feel it's cruel the way she killed people, esp. Professor Clark. But I like her, I like her hair! Hehehehee. Did you guys watch until the end? If you didnt then you missed the important part of the movie! Nyek nyek...

I got some photos to show, yeap it's about food again! Hahaha We went to Wong Kok Char Chan Ting to have lunch so I didnt miss any chance to snap snap! Heheheh here they are...

Double sauce chicken baked rice & XO sauce egg rolled with chicken floss.

"Hui Guo Rou" fried noodle & ice lemon green tea , further up is Pineapple ice blended with jelly chunks

Didnt miss the chance to snap it with myself haahahahha!

.: New job :.

2006-06-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

New job .... Well I dont know what to tell about it except it's .... about .. programming, and programming. I entered at the wrong time, Eric said. Because I didnt get to attend any training before involving in the current project which is very big, but very rush, yet our number of resources are drying out.... Guess why...? I guess it's the pressure that people cannot take it.. and it's ridiculous to implement new framework into such a huge & rush project. It was torturing at first, it is still tortoring now because my brain juice is basically dried out everyday. I wasn't a perfect programmer, I dont know will I ever be, but I'll try my best to learn and catch up to my best ability. It's interesting and challenging that I wanted to say vulgar words everytime my silly mistakes were found and corrected by Eric. I learned a lot more faster as I have reference done by him. I cant imagine my life there without him... THX ALOT PAL!!!

New colleagues are fine, easy-going. The number of people I have now is so much different compare to my previous company. But I'm glad that it goes well for me. The funny thing about human is that, there are people whom you just cant get along with and you don't know why. Maybe I'm silly and clumsy so it's easy for me to approach new faces hahahaa!

Been outing with colleagues at 1 Utama yesterday, we went to play Bowling and dine at Shogun afterwards. To my surprise I didnt expect that my boss was gonna treat us at Shogun. IT"S MY HEAVEN!!! I once imagined how nice it'll be if there're unlimited Japanese cruisine for me to eat, eat and eat. Hahahahaa! The place is nice, food is NICE. So I took a few photos with my phone.

Nice eh? wakakakakaka

This afternoon we went to SS2 to have lunch, at a place called "Tai Zi" (prince in Chinese). Nice place to hang out. Eric and I were eyeing on the plasma TV on the wall --- good for watching football match! The food they serve there is similar to Kim Gary. Only the cheese is much more than Kim Gary's cheese baked rice. I feel like the cheese is more than the rice! Of course the price .... well quite expensive if compare to Kim Gary. But they have something cute....

Hahahah! cute or not !!!!

Been a long time nvr update my blog so I'll just write whatever here in 1 go.... Hope you all dont mind hehehehe.

.: Big day...... my Big day...:.

2006-05-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

26th...... hmm... seems like I'm pretty old... When I was 18y/o, I imagined what I'm like when I am 25y/o. So the time has come, and now am way after 25, that really tells that .... time doesnt wait for people. When you're so young, do treasure that one and only youth and make it the best memory you have for the rest of your life because when you grow older, you'll never have that time ever again. Even you think you can, practically, it's not the same anymore. I've not achieved plenty but not bad of myself. Can't compare else I'm gonna feel tough all the time. So this day I just stretch loose and have some fun. It's my day afterall, can't I just play with it a little bit? I went out on Saturday to celebrate a day earlier with my love on so I can leave the time for Mother's Day on Sunday. So I did. We went for movie- MI3 (it's cool!) and dine out. Spent lunch & dinner in Mid Valley so here I let you all see what we had on that day.... hehehe

Pineapple ice - at Kim gary

A set lunch with Cheezy baked rice + drink + dessert + soup ( obviously the rice has not arrived yet)

Cheezy baked pineapple curry Pork chop Spaghetti .... it smells NNIIICCEEEEE~!

The Cheese baked Fillet Fish rice is here. Cheesy Cheesy~~~

Then, after watching MI3 ... around 7pm ++ we went to Oh!Sushi for dinner. Hehehee.. I made him to treat me Japanese food nyek nyek nyek....

Yummie YUmmie

more ......

Ho ho.... nice ? was given a present in the morning but Had to keep it wrapped until 12am!! So after heading home, the rest of the night I was excitedly waiting for the moment to come.. Keep looking at the clock and asked "Can I open it now pls?" But the answer I got, although I know it's gonna be a "No" I still wanted to ask.... And at last, at 12am, I opened my first present and ta-da!!! I'm very touched after seeing it because that's exactly what I wanted to get as my current one is finished.....

Oh yes .. I love the box....

And inside is .....

Now ..... Ain't I the lucky girl?

.: Some food...... :.

2006-05-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

So I took some pics at my lunchbox and my colleague's food.... I really stopped them from eating first and let me snap their food while everyone of us was basically starving at 4pm, and bare in mind, my working time? 4pm is my lunch time ....
My mom's cooking..... always the best hehe! There's... fried fish with sambal petai prawn, & some vege (healthy~~)

And this is ..... Sweet and Sour Chicken rice ...believe me, it's nicccccceeeeee!

Char Kuey Teow~~~

and Sweet and Sour Fish rice .. nothing special than the chicken eh? But I think it should be okay.....

That's it this time. More to come in the future (i'm just gonna fully utilized my camera hahaha)... feeling for food yet? heheheheee

.: My birthday celebration in...much earlier!!! :.

2006-05-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

Colleagues made a birthday celebration for the ones whose birthday falls in the Month of Taurean (& Gemini).. so we had a simple yet warmy party time in the office floor itself... Since I got a new digital camera (YIIIIPPPPIIIEEEE!!! YYYAAAAHHHHOOOOOOO!!!) So I took some pics to show you guys my colleagues, my office, my table, my cakes, my games, & my lunch.. my colleague's food.. bla.. bla.....

Me posting with 2 cakes ( share cakes with 3 other colleagues) & my birthday cake!

The other cake hehehhee ...cute hor?? I took the Crayon sin chan wakakakkakaa

Preparing the game........Very terrible!!!!..... But I think she's more terrible hahahhahaa

This is my place ... :)

my team member Nei, and Ben.Managed to snap with just a few of them today, will get more later (before I leave)

Neighbour team Tony, he's a funny funny guy hahahaha...

Pic taken when going outside to the nearby Penang House to have late-lunch aka early-dinner together with team member Mas & Salmey(front row, left to right), and Nei (At the back)

.: A new start :.

2006-05-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

At last I decided to leave my current company. Not to say it's lousy, in fact it is a good company for everything it can do (except ugly politics which every company has), relax environment (stressful on workload though), fun & loving environment, full of activities all year long, a place where VPs will get down and dress up like animals in an aquarium and sing song to entertain the staff ( whereelse the heck you can find?) , sux cafeteria food, sux in-line managers LOL... and so on. I will definitely miss it because that's the first job after my graduation where I'm pampered to the utmost. Easy handled job area, can hang out with colleagues, no problem in cracking head to find out what should and shouldn't I say. Even no need to worry toilets are out of toilet paper or dirty! And there are in a total of 10 cells for me to choose! No need to worry about traffic jam and petrol rise because it aint' my car and what I need to do is just "Hello, xxx, I'll be late because the bus is late/stuck in a jam" there you go, none a responsibility is on me. .... Not much of effort needed... too comfortable and I dont like that. (WTF am I thinking?!?! I probably have the best job in the world!) I'm afraid that my brain will lose its motivation to stay hardworking. Yes. And it's not what I'd studied. You maybe saying I'm too stupid to just leave it. But I guess everyone has his own goal to chase after.

I'm employed in a software developing company in Phileo Damansara. I will be working with Eric (my ex-coursemate, the one I respect of his brain work) I thank him to introduce me to his company. I'm so fresh, no experience in IT field even though have been working for 9 months after graduation. They still take me (terms & conditions applied). So, from now on, I will know what kind of a job which I need to work my ass off to get paid off. I'm not taking the shit onto myself I just think, it just can't be too comfortable in life else I'll be lazier. Whether or not I'll like it, I'll tell you later. I just feel that I have to try on something I've been studied, if it's really not the one I wanted, I'll accept it and go on with other industries.

.: Reward & Recognition :.

2006-04-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

Got this certificate of recognition from my company 2 days ago... I should feel happy but dont know why it's not so much afterall. OKay so I got recognised and agreed after working for over half year.. Knowing there's so much of politics & favouritism going on, it doesn't really kick butts.. you know.. The vouchers seem practical though. *wink* "Most improved" ... What does it mean anyway? So I sucked and now I'm better is that what it means? lol.....By the way, my name is wrong there!!! hello~~~~...

.: Rare holidays, must appreciate! :.

2006-04-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

I got a long weekend because of Good Friday and Easter... hahahahah can't believe that HK people are so well in getting public holiday, which I think it's essential for employees to rest & relax & refresh. Never have I complained about Malaysian public holidays that I couldn't enjoy because my working days basically follow Hong Kong, when I have my holiday, I laugh at my brother who's gotta wake up and go to work ( actually, vice versa)

So I took the precious time and went shopping with my mom. It's been a long time since our last day out. Kinda different nowadays because I pay for what I want to buy, and she pays for what she wants, and I could buy her a lunch at Oh!Sushi, which both of us enjoy the Japanese food very much. That's the life once you start working, right? I think that's at least what I can do after study, after they stop supporting me for my academic learning. I am able to make them less worry about my financial, whether I have enough to spend or not. I dont earn much actually, but enough to support myself at the moment, and spend abit on them to make them pleased.

So... what I wanna do for rest of my weekend ..... plan! plan! Must not waste it! haha....

.: Troubled , and Pleasure... :.

2006-03-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

I wonder is all the supervisor/ manager the same in the world? Seem to have all the flexibility but deep down he/she is just a CONTROL FREAK! What could gone out of control when everyone there basically is ADULT? Can't take up resposibility or initiative to find out the way of doing things and those who make the 1st move will actually be "adviced" ? Or it's just the working world politics that rule the thing? Kind of frustrated sometimes .. maybe I'm still "young" in the working world so must "langgar" (bang) alot of "wall" or "board" or "pan" whatever you wanna call it before I learn when and how and where to take action, or even make a word? sigh...

^ The above writing was made weeks ago. I was kinda frustrated so couldn't wait to just vend everything here. Luckily I didnt get to finish on that day else I'm gonna scold more and more and more and finally get out of control forgetting this is a public blog.

***********************************SO it has passed..****************************************

Now, I'm just back from Genting Highland 2 days ago. I went with my love one. Spent 2 days there walking and playing. Oh, and we got to watch a magic show called Mysteria. The show was quite okay. Impressive costume and dancing. And the tiger! Got the ordinary brown color tiger and WHITE TIGER, 2 very beautiful animals. Hmm maybe I sat too near, my seat was the first line of the seating so I was like, 2 feet from the stage, so the magic thing seemed .... okay for me. Not a whoo-wah! thingy. BUT, the stunt presented by bunch of chinese girls ( from CHina) is impressive! Their light-weight jump and excellent accuracy must be praised. I gave them my loudest and highest applause and I really respect them. Imagine they having a difficult life compared with what I'm doing. Wow I feel so small suddenly. Hehehe..

************************************The American Idol************************************

Who keeps track with it like I do? I love watching it this time. It's got several good singers, I'm just afraid that they choose a wrong song that leads them to elimination. My favourite are still Chris Daughtry and Elliot Yamin. I wouldn't worry about Chris because he got such a voice that no matter what song he sings, it's just gonna be a good one ( Maaaaaaaaaaaybe, like Randy said, he should go for a different type of style next time, Chris ROCKS!!!!! yes we all know you can rock Chris, please show more versatility). Elliot, however, everytime he sings I'm gonna terrified with the song he chose. I just dont wish to see him got eliminated because of wrong song choice. We all know he can sing~ C'mon! Last week he was good! When he opened his mouth I know this is another version of "I dont wanna be" which Bo Bice sang in the last American Idol. A GOOD ONE! I felt so high listening to his perfomance --- he wasn't closed up himself but he went for it! Just let it all out! NICCCCEEE~~~~~~!!!!
My eyes laid on Katherine too, she is marvelous! God-gift voice, lovely and sassy out look, sing efforlessly. I love watching her sings! She can actually smile while singing (can't you notice?) no matter how high or low her pitch is.

******************************************Migrane***********************************************

I got migrane attack last night. Started around 8++pm but because I was so hooked up with gaming I tried to hold it until I finished the game. By that time I just couldn't hold anymore I nearly puke on my keyboard. I went to the washroom straight after the game but nothing came out of my throat. I felt like shit like my head was gonna tear into half. My dad was watching football match and you know how migrane patients get so sick to noise and light. Trying to puke but nothing's out I told my mom I was just gonna hit the sack, no dinner for me, I just couldn't wait to lay down on my bed in a dark room. In my room, now my brother wanted to get a shower (we share the same washroom). Noise continued to poke into my eardrum and my head felt like tearing into half piece by piece. Man, I thought it was because of too much of roller coaster ride, but ..... well I just told myself over and over again that "I'm gonna be alright" until I fell asleep. I wanted to get some pill but I wanted to fight it without pain killers. I can't rely on pain killers all the time right? I dont want to. Finally I 'pain' to sleep and it was over around 2.30am (I woke up that time and felt no pain anymore). What a night......

.: American Idol :.

2006-03-04T12:45:00.000+08:00

Christ Daughtry - I just love him!!! His singing is like not enough for me !!My reason to watch American Idol :)

And then Elliot Yamin - Also my reason to watch American Idol ! He just got an amazing voice that I adore much.. :)

And... this .. Ace Young.. got good looks, but just doesnt appeal much to me!! How long do you think he can stay?

Sway... man I like him. He could have melted so many hearts by singing R&B.. why he has to leave?

Kellie Pickler - very cute & very genuine. Just like Simon said she's got the "likability" X-factor hehehehe!

All images are courtesy to AmericanIdol.com. Thanks to imageshack(tm) for free hosting.

.: Oh my God .. did I ...... :.

2006-03-04T10:46:00.000+08:00

I got this joke of the day few days back. My brother is the man.. I cant help laughing thinking back the look on his face when he said something such as this :

cK - running down the stairs fast around 9.30 in the morning..."Sei lor!!!!!" (means die lor in manglish , and damn/OMeeGod in English)

My mom and I turned and looked at him...

cK - "I wonder if I had eaten a cocroach last night during sleep! I saw a brown thing at my lower gum when I brushed my teeth!"

Mom - "You should smell like shit if you'd really eaten one" ( somehow I wonder why she's so calm saying things like this)

And then I just laughed and laughed at him because he's just one of a heck a coward towards cocroach, if he'd really eaten one...... I guess he'd be puting in the toilet anytime soon.... And he will never scare of a cocroach EVER AGAIN! HAHAHAHHAHA "What? I'd eaten one before, during sleep somemore! have you?" *blink*

.: Where'd you go :.

2006-03-04T10:27:00.000+08:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

Please come back home...

Another Fort Minor's song ... :)

.: Remember The Name :.

2006-03-03T09:40:00.000+08:00

This is 10% luck
20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure
50% pain
and 100% reason to remember the name

I just love them - Fort Minor

.: A Valentine Surprise :.

2006-02-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Never had I ever imagined that I'd have a surprising Valentine's Day night...

I gotta work -- there's no way to escape for that day because my colleage is attending a training for a day so I couldnt take leave. We celebrated it on Sunday and exchanged gifts. He gave me a very special necklace - I had to open the mollusk to get the pearl inside and then sealed it with a pendant, and then I can wear it. :) Ok story continues :)

As usual 9pm I off work and stepped out from the office building. I was abit late because the work load was pretty heavy. My dear was there earlier and waited for me with a bouquet of roses in his hands! I totally didnt know anything about it I just headed straight to my car as I drove to work that day. He hinted me to just take the company bus to work because he planned to pick me up when I'm off. So he called out my name but I was beside the bus so I couldnt hear so clearly. He ran up to me from the back with the roses, imagined there were so many people just standing at the door and said "why didnt you pick up my call?" I looked up and nearly screamed out of suprise! I just stonned and searched for my phone and there were 7 missed calls totally. Well my phone was in silent mode and I couldn't feel the vibration so I didnt know that he called. Then I said "How you came?" CHUP -----> See, it should be "Happy Valentine's Day baby" but it turned out to be "Why didnt you pick up my call?" "How you came?" hahaha!

Wow I was so happy I just stood there and asked how long has he been planning this... And well ended up I drove my car and he drove his car, together-gether we went back my home. And then spent the last 2 hours of Valentine's Day together talking about all his "surprise plan" :)

I have had a very very sweet Valentine's Day... Thanks to my baobei Edwin - I love you.

.: Happy Valentine's Day :.

2006-02-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

So fast this day has come....

I hereby wish everybody - with or without Valentine, a happy Valentine's Day !

(Look <----- I got pets!!! Muahahahah!)

.: My Chinese New Year :.

2006-02-06T09:20:00.000+08:00

How's your CNY celebration?

Mine is nothing different from any other years - like battling for the 1st-3rd day of CNY. I basically just visited house to house in Seremban, Teluk Intan, and this year, Penang too. Traffic is exceptionally smooth for KL but the North-South highway! And Oh-Mee-God Penang was terribly jammed just about everywhere! Pity those cars that broke down and had to stop aside on the highway, imagine what they had to do to get back their car fixed.... $$ that may costs a bomb, and what's after that? travel back home? continue the journey? So my big advice for the drivers, check the car before going on a long journey with slow traffic because you are at risk of car breaking down, and potentially causing traffic slow, and it's dangerous too to stay at the roadside.

I was sick before CNY so my 1st & 2nd day of CNY were not sooooooo perfect but not so bad too-lah... It's just that I can't eat what I want hehehe. But it's alright so I wont gain so much weight during CNY hahahaha ( big reason actually!)

And I started work on Thursday. I actually have to work on Wednesday but I took 1 day leave so I still have time to accompany family to visit relatives. When back to work, the CNY mood is still lingering around I just felt so lazy hahah luckily the workload wasn't heavy else.... It ain't feeling good to work while ppl are still enjoying the holidays!!!!!

Weekend was packed - visit friends, catch a movie, pak-toh with boy boy, and the big day for Hokkien people - the 9th day which is the "Bai Ti Gong" day that falls on 6th Feb (Mon). We pray on the night before though after 12 midnight. Lots of preparation and afterwards cleaning but I have to work on Monday so I went to bed earlier. After this day, I guess it's the 15th day of CNY which will have another big praying.

After so many days..... I havent open my money luck!!!! Hell yeah I havent gamble hehehehehe Even visiting the relatives and friends I still haven't "open table" (hoi toi in cantonese). Gggrrrrriiiiirrrrrrr... but ar... well I'm not a big gambler but just want to have the fun of playing. Heheheehe..

Been writing so long and so unorganized, I hope you all can understand what I'm saying because my CNY is basically such unorganized and chaotic. Hope you all have a GREAT Dog year!

.: Five Weird Habits of Myself :.

2006-01-19T10:38:00.000+08:00

I got tagged.... again.... =.=

Okie, well done Wimal... well done in making me got something to post here.. and this time WTH is 5 weird habits? Oh my.....

The rules/procedures are as follows:
The first player of this game starts with the topic "five weird habits of yourself," and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don't forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says "You are tagged" (assuming they take comments) and tell them to read yours.

1. I wash hands frequently - at least I think it's weird. I can't stand touching something which is not my own and go on for the rest of the day. Nah-ah... I will feel miserable and just want to get my hands washed ASAP. And this is only about THINGS, not PEOPLE ( okie, I know what you're thinking u notty boy/girl)

2. I yawn frequently - I yawn regardless of time, people I'm with as long as I got nothing to do. Not because of tired but I think my brain is seriously lack of Oxigent....

3. Restless - It's worse if I got a good cup of nescafe or stronger coffee ( like I'm getting high or what...) If I know I'm somewhere for a purpose i.e. working, I kinda like can't sit properly when I'm idle - either my feet will move or I'll go massage my arm or finger joints, or I'll just stand up and walk around. Is this a sign of low self-esteem/confidence?

4. Touch my face - erm.. I kinda like to do so becoz ... I don't know. It's actually a very bad habit because I bring dirt to my face through my finger tips which will cause break outs... hmm.. I will have to remind myself not to do it ...

(Man.. I'm really out of idea already...Oh that means I actually dont have much hahahaha)

5. Man.. I really cant think of anymore, I've been dragging this for a long time !!! Spare me with the last habit pls~~ And I cant think of anyone to forward this so... Okie I just expose my weird habits for you all to know.. Oh I know, there's 1 I want to tag... :

Joo

Okie, done!!

.: By Request :.

2006-01-14T02:40:00.000+08:00

Seeing Zoe posted message asking me to update only I realized that, yeah it's been a long time.. Hahhaahaha lazy me ... @.@

Nth much really.. just that the working is getting kinda routine - actually it is routine everyday but somehow I wonder is it my performance speed too fast or the work load is really not much.. I spent lots of time sitting on the chair, swing here and there doing nothing; or chit chat with colleague abt her son ( whilst I'll talk abt my youngest cousin sister since I Dont have one of my own ) ... or gossips.. or just drink lots of water so I can walk to the ladies, and spend 4 minutes for each visit...

It is unpredictable though.... I cant tell whether tomorrow is gonna be another free day or reverse. So there's something interesting, hehe!

Other than work... preparing for CNY - gotta clean up my closet as a new one is coming on 21st; buy lots of new clothes coz realizing I've been repeating same clothes; lose a few pounds so it wont be so obvious if I gain a few pounds during CNY (hahaha!)

so.. routine life.... earning a living.... growing in slow pace of how to be a well being... while realizing that my immunity system is dropping due to lack of vege & fruits in daily diet becoz I still get flu when I took a flu injection in the company just abt 1 week ago!! (they should have given me double dose damn it!)

.: Narnia vs King Kong :.

2005-12-27T10:33:00.000+08:00

Watched Narnia on Sunday with my dear. It has been a few weeks but the tickets are still hot! We actually wanted to watch it on Saturday but ended up we only got to buy the tickets for Sunday show. Bumper!

A little piece of advice for watching Narnia - Do watch it with a heart of a child. Because it is a children story anyway! The action pack is fabulous - minotorous fighting with sword (or axe?) in their hands; half man half horse (what do u call that?) etc and all of them TALK! The most unforttable for me is the unicorn that Peter rides on and the fire arrow that turns into a flaming phoenix! Beautiful! I agree with Wimal in his posting Movie: The Chronicles of Narnia that the actress who plays the witch is playing it so good. I like the scenary. I've got lots of kids watching in the cinema too but hey, they seem to understand what they're talking abt in the movie. I heard no crying which is one of the reasons I enjoyed the movie. A nice family movie to watch with old folks and children.

Just watched King Kong last night with my family and my 2 cousin sisters Carmen and Candy. It is a LONG movie. Do bring jacket if you're afraid of cold and maybe a small pillow because the first half of the movie is abit boring. I dont mean to condemn the billion dollar production. They are doing very well in bringing the audience into the story about how Ann Darrow is found by the director Carl Denham to star in his movie which nobody wanted to produce because he used to film documentaries, so on and so on till they get on the ship and headed to Skull Island. Okie the rest of the story you watch it yourself. I just want to say that the part where King Kong fights with the dinosaurs is ... speechless and jaw-drop. I nearly clapped when King Kong wins. What an egoistic, majestic and strong creature! They don't call him King Kong for nothing, fellas! He beats the hell out of the dinosaurs brilliantly!!! And I admire the acting of Naomi Watts (Ann Darrow) who, despite of having beautiful blue eyes and very beautiful curly blond hair, very good acting and I like the part where she amuses the King Kong, it's funny. Imagine she had to act by imagination during filming. Or you think they do make an ape's head so she can focused on and act? Of course you cannot forget the one who plays King Kong at the back - Andy Serkis, who played Gollum in The Lord Of The Ring. He brings King Kong alive with excellent work of CGI. a WOW grading!

Heading towards the ending of the film I felt like stop watching it because it is a sad story. I even said it's not a good movie because the ending is just sad. A little girl cried with her hand reaching out to the cinema screen when the film is finished made the scene even more dramatic.

To support the movie is one of the reasons I watched it too. All the hard work worth your RM11 or RM 10. Enjoy the movie!

.: Presents ready! :.

2005-12-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

Finished wrapping the presents yesterday. Hmm it's happy wrapping presents, isnt it? Hehehe when you imagine the look on the person opening the present, PRICELESS. Hahah so I guess I can make my family happy for this Xmas.

.: I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!!! :.

2005-12-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

ggrrrrrrrriiirrrrr..... ok here I go.

Instructions:
State who tagged you;
List who you want your Santa Claus to be (the bearer of the gift);
State the gift you wish to get;
Then invite a few friends to join the tag, and inform them by dropping a comment in their blog.

I got tagged by Wimal.

My Santa Claus: Santa Claus (who else????!!!!)

The gift I wish to get: Get a ride on his sleigh and fly around the world (including North Pole!!!!) and at the end of the trip let me choose 1 gift from his big bag of presents!!!!!! Ho ho ho !!!

Tagging:
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Joo
Daniel
Chew
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Enjoy the merriest season of the year!

.: Christmas coming!! :.

2005-12-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

As the year is ending everybody seems to think abit more.. What have I done throughout this year?

Alot of things had happened. Both sad and happy. Apart from graduating and jumped into the working world which made me plan what I want to have within my reach, financial management is a knowledge that I must learn. Feels like a grown up now - a real grown up. Studying life is always a protected one like I said. My family has done enough to give me a good life without worry about anything that I need. When you're out there, no one is backing you up and you just have to practise the attitude you've learned to avoid screwing up your boss that directly screwing back yourself.

I've nothing to complain though ... just wanna share something of what I've been seeing so far.

A big twist has happened this year and I'm glad it happened, at least I'll be glad in the future that it happened. I've been having a distance relationship for 9 months with a guy, Anjo who I havent even met but I decided to break it for the sake of myself, my family and my friends. It's not that it wasn't real, it was so real that I gave in and sank deeply into it. But I ended up missing so much of my life. I would be reluctant to go out on weekend because we can chat online and had our time. I would hope to go home fast when I was dining outside with family because he was waiting for me on the other line to spend time with me. I will imagine how nice if he was here when I saw something nice, ate something delicious, watching movie/listening songs and etc. At last I gave in too to give up the relationship we had. I've been very selfish to hurt someone whom I've loved so much like that. But I'm unable to tell myself how long I can go loving like that. Spiritual love is very great, even greater than I can bear. My family wasn't positive about it but they still gave their best blessing to me. Only sometimes my parents will ask "You should be out there with your friends, spend your time, not here.. dear" ..... Sad? It is the saddest for me to have to end it. Very painful. My friends didnt scold me stupid but supported me for as long as I'm happy, they said. When I told them I had to break it, they told me "I'm happy and glad that you're awake". A friend even said to me "No one can live in a fairy tale forever".

It's over... now... After all I've done to hurt him so much that it has become a pain in me. God still loves me so much that He granted me a guy who loves me with his entire heart. He who'd been keeping his feeling for more than 6 months has finally told me how he felt. A very silly guy who messed up his life with things that he shouldn't have touched and at the final cut he stopped and came up front to confess..... I believe in a Chinese phrase that means if you've done something bad, you will get it someday. I thought I will get it when I'm done hurting a guy who could stand having a spiritual relationship with me... But HE still send Edwin to me. In a way I've got all a girl could ever want - he loves unconditionally and I'm pampered to the utmost that I'll be spoiled to the rotten. I'm more afraid to lose him - guess this is the punishment I get. Can you understand the fear of losing something/someone that you never want to imagine the day to come? Yeah... that fear. Whatever it has become, I'm sure I'm happy and everybody around me especially my family and my closest friends are happy for me too. I'm finding back the balance again and I'm glad I didnt lose it far.

Christmas is coming.... Last Christmas's memory is still in my mind, it will forever be a memory. Now I'm more anticipating to celebrate it with my dear because .... you should be with someone you love on Christmas, right? And be loved in return....... :)

Merry Christmas everyone. :)

2005-12-06T14:37:00.000+08:00

4 Dec 2005, my convo at Renaissance Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. This pic was taken before the ceremony started. My parents were on time. And hah the bouquet ain't mine! it's Wendy's.... lol.... More pic to come, waiting for my friends to send them to me.

2005-12-06T14:36:00.000+08:00

Taken at the main entrance of the hotel with my darling mommy after the ceremony. It was HOT!!!!

2005-12-06T14:35:00.000+08:00

Went back home and took a pic with my new Xmas tree. My mom bought it and my bro decorated it. NICE! Finaly we got a tree after talking about it for few years! Phew...

2005-12-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

Funny feeling wearing this at home ......

.: Convo day :.

2005-11-28T09:47:00.000+08:00

This Sunday is my convo day... At last.. weird that I dont feel so much excited about it but my parents. They have been asking about it since 2 months back. Heheh but it is understood as I'm the first child that go to the convo. Lots of friends that I've not been seeing since the last paper, I'll see you on the day!

Other than that, nothing really much happening except.... work, work and work. I'm not crazy at work dont worry I reach on time and leave on time as my job doesn't require any OT (sometimes, very rare) . But the working time has taken most of the time of the day off me. I only have 1-2 hours to relax and do things I like at night before I go to bed. But well, it's alright. I have extra 1 hour to hang out in the morning to help out chores or do something like this, writing blog. Hehehe. Everything is quite good, not much of complaints. Learning the trick of working and seeing the truth of society everyday. Study world is always a protected space, you know. Working is kinda confusing sometimes because you're hoping for some place better , or to move up, or to move away only because you wanna see the number doubled in your account. We are chasing for something better everyday. But do stay on the ground and be glad that you breathe every single day because there are alot of people who beg for living but not granted. :)
Argh.... long winded :) So I hope you all have a great day today. I miss you all.

.: A nice song to share :.

2005-11-09T09:54:00.000+08:00

"Because Of You" - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Love on first sight - I fall in love with this song the moment I heard it. The MTV is talking about Kelly having a sad family background which she never want that to repeat on herself in her latter age. The lyric is painful. I thought it is a typical love song because of the title "Because Of You". Lolz. Those who havent heard of it, give it a try. :)

Mood at the moment : So-so
Song at the moment: Ke You Lun - "Ku Xiao Bu De"

2005-10-29T10:41:00.000+08:00

The man in the middle is my center manager. He was cool, wearing a cape (whoa~~!!) He looked sorta like a Dracula that night. His masquerade is very nice, sorry that I didnt get to capture it. :)

2005-10-29T10:40:00.000+08:00

Un-cover the eyes ..... LOL

2005-10-29T10:39:00.000+08:00

The Annual Dinner of my company, HDPM. Theme of the night - Masquerade ... Hmm I kinda regret to get the mask like this, but ok-lah hehehee Will get a nicier one from Time Square soon!!! The other 3 Leng Lui are my colleage, (clock wise from top) Lena, Kim, me and Jenny

.: A night to remember :.

2005-10-03T09:53:00.000+08:00

Somehow I got addicted to The Phantom of The Opera. I dunno why but it seems like it's having a magnetic power or something that drawn me into it and I can never resist not to listen to the music.

My annual dinner event's opening was playing an editted part of the movie, where there are many people dancing of the stairs of the opera house while singing "Masquarade". I was so drawn to it I can recall how I felt the first time I watched the movie. It maybe be nothing to other people - alot of people, but I just think it's a very very nice movie.

It was a grand night. Everyone dressed up very nicely. Handsome, beautiful, funny, cool, sexy..... It's a "WOW!" night. My first time experiencing a grand dinner of 2000 people, of an international company. Just when I thought my dress was abit exaggerating - I realized mine is just nice compared to other people. They DRESSED UP! Evening gown with big hair-do, big make-up...... I had a great time watching beautiful people.. Hahahaha... The food was bad though. Not enough of supply.. I guess everyone wasn't full that night but just gave in as there were just too many people. But I guess if they planned it well, this case wouldn't happen, would it? I think it was the people that brought up the night. Yeah. Really. Masquarades and masks everywhere, even those which you saw in Halloween parties - hollow faces, scary faces... hehehee. I even saw an Ultraman mask! (walao-eh~~~!!)

I will upload some pics once I got them from friends. Take care y'all~

.: Hu hu hu... Sick :.

2005-09-29T10:41:00.000+08:00

As title.......... Weather not good ah... everyone pls remember to drink LOTSA water, sleep early, dont eat too much of spicy stuffs.... ( that's what I didnt do so.. sick now). In the progress of recovering though. hehehhee =)

I cant fall sick!! Not on this Saturday!! I spent to make it up for this Saturday!!! It's my company annual dinner event. The theme of the night is Masquerade - yeah right, bet you can recall any scene from The Phantom Of The Opera. "Masquerade~~~ Paper faces on parade... masquerade... Hide your face so the world can never find you.." La la la ... LOVE this movie!!! I think the night will be grand... Hmm...... Will try to snap a pic of my mask and show it to you all here. Hehhehehe Bought it from I Need shop in Mid Valley ( chicky name, you know what shop is that hahaha ) I cant find it anywhere else ! Maybe I didnt go search hard enough. Anywayz, got what I want, new dress, new stilleto, new choker, mask........ All set!! So, you understand? hahah cant fall sick!!

Okie ! gotta go work. C ya all ciaoz~~

.: No Update :.

2005-09-21T13:42:00.000+08:00

No update lately.. nothing much to write also except I got a holiday on 19th Sept and I took leave on Tue and today... That means I got a very long weekend hahahaah! Begin to feel lazy! Tomorrow resume working .... But I've got a nice working hour so .. Yeah I can still sleep till 9.30am ahahaha!

Fixed my cousin sis's PC this morning. They claimed that everything is gone but somehow I think it's just that they simply clicked everywhere and lost the shortcuts on the desktop, so they said " Jie... my computer seems to lose everything I want". ANYWAY.... FORMAT LA!!!! And now it's nicely done. I even save many MP3s for them, just copy and paste from CD...

Oh yeah I bought a jeans at PDI.. I bought a 'M' but it feels loose once I wear it for a whole day! I didnt know it is stretchable but ..... this "stretchable"?!?!?! Anywayz I dun think I'll feel comfortable in 'S' so just be it. So.... new belt coming! Hahhahahahaa!

Watched "The Land Of Dead" last Sunday. Not quite a worthy movie to be watched in cinema but there wasn't anything better. I'm anticipating Narnia and Harry Potter 4! Cant wait for December!!!!!

How did you spend your Autumn Festival? I spent it with someone special. Hehe.. And too bad the night was cloudy else I could have seen a very BRIGHT and ROUND ROUND moon!! Wasted... bumper!

Okie, friend's been complaining that I havent update this for a long time. So HERE IT IS ! NAH!!!!! And I'm done! Ciaoz~~!!

.: Busy!! :.

2005-09-13T09:52:00.000+08:00

Lately am quite busy with few stuffs. Besides working in the company which I only get home at 10++ pm daily. I also helped out previous company to do some part time at home. Main reason is to earn extra income.. And, I am invited to be part of my company annual dinner event people and my task is to produce a clip, a multimedia clip for the launching of the night. I told you guys that I did once for my department Reward and Recognition Award launching? My friend, Edwin got to get that annual dinner event for us to work on. BUT, I think you guys also can know that this time it is getting much more serious ! I'm gonna die ........ ( Am not a Multimedia expert lor... pls bare with my lousy workpiece...... T.T ) Will try my best !!!!!!

Besides that, I just feel that time passes so damn fast. I basically need to occupy myself during weekend to do things that I cant do on weekdays a.k.a have fun. Yeah, I miss hanging out with friends..... I kinda missed out alot for the past 9 months, which I dont wish to continue like this anymore. I got something and I lost something. And now I'll let go the thing I got for all this while and back to the things I lost.. I want to get them back. About the one that I let go.... I'm selfishly to only look at myself. But it is difficult to continue like that and I'm changing into someone whom I'm afraid and I'm not sure about. I was slowly losing things and people. Only at 1 night, I realized that I cannot do it anymore. It's an ass-pain if it continues to drag longer and longer that it only hurts ..... eventually.

.: Untitle :.

2005-09-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

When something is gone ..it is gone.

.: La la la :.

2005-08-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

Another week has gone. Here comes Monday. Sometimes I feel nice that I'm such filled up everyday but the time passes so fast without me even realize I'm like missing things in life. But so far, I still keep close touch with family since I'm really losing time to talk with them especially my parents. So I tried to make it up for them during weekend. Other than that, friends .... I miss them, I should really find a day to catch up with them.

I miss you all much !! *muaks!!!*

.: Nothing much :.

2005-08-22T10:09:00.000+08:00

Cut my hair..... It is quite strange that everytime I go to do my hairdo I'll be end up looking very young!! (DUH!!!) If you dont believe you can ask friends around me .... Some even said I look like a student!!!!! Anywayz, great to have hair cut.. feel better now.

.: Another week :.

2005-08-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

Time flies in an unbelievable speed. I cant imagine the week soon ends like this, so fast. What have I achieved in this week? Hmm... lesser errors. Hahahahhaaa! Well, I know my "head" is kinda a hard stuff to serve but I can handle it. I wont let her thinks that she's right all the time! But well of course I know the politics around... I'll just do what my best and feel comfortable with the things I do. gam ba teh!!!

.: dum dee dum... :.

2005-08-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

My dad can resume working! Hehehe I can tell he's so happy about it becoz he is so bored at home. I'm glad he can now do whatever he wants, but need to watch out the diet. Happy :)

Work is alright.... being a subordinate of coz will be "advised" here and there when mistakes are made but I can take it coz am still new. Hehe... colleagues are all very nice, in fact they are all very very funny! I can see being in the international and well known company is an advantage for me to learn, the facilities are of coz better as it needs to serve 2000 people. Cut cost is 1 of the issue though as they also gotta serve 2000 people.. Lolz.... But anywayz it's quite alright. I can spend my time real fast week after week without realizing it..... Hmm bad thing or good thing?

Nothing special... Hope you all take care, drink lots of water, if no important matter dont stay outdoor for so long k... Wish you all healthy. I miss you, for whoever you are~! Hehehee

.: Attitude :.

2005-08-07T11:50:00.000+08:00

I realize my attitude of things had changed in these 2 years. I've become more bold to speak out whenever am not satisfied - I was pretty like a lamb for all the years.

So it happened to be that one night I was sleeping so soundly - the only night that I could sleep without flupill as my nose was not stucked anymore. Then I was awaken by noise around 3++am.... MAN..... and it happened to be that the mother & daughter of next door were quarreling. The daughter always the loudest regardless whether it's her fault or not. It already happened for 10 years, when they quarrelled it feels like they are gonna bring down the house. Okay, so I was awaken, I heard her voice scolding her mom for I dunno what reason. This aint the 1st time they quarrelled during midnight! I already promised myself if this happens again I'm gonna do SOMETHING. So I walked to the window I could hear even clearer... Her voice's amplitute and frequency were VERY VERY high and it irritated me!! So I said "Can lower your volume?" in Cantonese. 1st time I think they heard it but they just didnt give a damn. I heard nothing's changed so I spoke louder with greater dissatisfaction. This time they heard - else they thought who's talking!DUH! And so I back to my bed knowing they lower their volume, and I heard door banging not long after that, I think they stopped and went to bed... Now, It maybe embarassing if I see them.. maybe they are the ones who are embarassed. I dont care - for so many years of education they didnt know quarrelling also must choose time and control the volume?

2nd case, I went to shopping yesterday coz I deparately need a new pair of slacks. And I hope I could get 1-2 shawls becoz they make me look more lady-like while working... (duh~) . So I came to this stall where they sell scarfs and shawls. I saw the ones hanging are RM50 for 2. But I wasnt attracted by them but the ones folded. So I looked at them and thought what color I wanted. The promoter saw me standing there she walked to me, silent. Looked at me looking at the shawls and seemed like preparing to serve a difficult customer while actually I am not. So I picked 1 shawl and see if the color is nice. Mom helped me pick the color too. The promoter is a very particular person I think - for EVERY PIECE of shawl I took she folded and put back with a very annoyed kind of face. I mean if you can imagine the situation. Okay fine I tried to understand if this is something she must do - TO INSTANTLY FOLD BACK EVEN WHEN A CUSTOMER IS PICKING. I already helped her to fold it but she refolded it when I passed back to her. I saw the face of hers so I passed back whichever I took and said " Hmm I think I let you do the folding" with a smile on my face! She not only folded the one I took she even re-folded the one which is below it! So I thought of buying 1, I asked her how much is it coz I know the hanging ones are RM50 for 2 but I am not sure wherether the folded ones are also the same. She pointed at the price card without saying ANYTHING. What the *doot*! For that moment I was pissed and I wanted to ask her if she was having sorethroat, having menstrual pain or she is mute! Forgive me for being mean but I really didnt like that kind of look on her face! I told my bro about it and we joked about it:

Me: For that moment I should have said "sorry, I cant read(uneducated), can you tell me pls?"
cK : YEAH! Or maybe, " Sorry I cant read, can you.... OOps, are you mute?"

Long-winded story... but I enjoyed it hahahahahha Imagine I really said that, I wonder how she would react? Would we quarrel there for everyone to see? If the daughter fought back would we have our own quarrel in the middle of the night..... Lolz.....

Interesting..... ~~

.: Ready, Get Set, GO! :.

2005-08-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

At last am done with the induction training and process training. A very intensive training was given to me which is supposed to be a 2 weeks but I only had 3 days. So it was very dull, packed, dry classroom lectures. Fortunately the trainers are kinda friendly and fun, so we did have fun too. Or maybe there are 3 ladies in the class so they are abit linean... Hmm.. anywayz, tomorrow is the official start day of my work, on the floor. I hope I can learn well and cope fast. ^^

One thing happened that I kinda need compromisation - I gotta compromise with a different shift which is from 12pm-9pm. I actually dont really like it so much becoz I feel like my whole day is wasted. But as you all know I also tend to think alot of positive things too to cover back such as : I can wake up abit late, enjoy my brunch at home, see my mom and dad longer, iron clothes in the morning, watch MTV abit before I go out; then I'll have my early dinner, so much so people said early dinner helps in losing weight hahah Then I think it's a benefit for me mwahahahhahaa, then I can meet with my fella induction friends who are working from 8pm-5am! This is very exciting becoz I do miss them alot. Nah, and then, when I go back, I think the traffic around Puchong area had already loosen, I can avoid traffic jam and when I reach home it'll be about 10pm. Enjoy some fruits or light snack, shower then can watch a movie before sleep becoz I dont need to wake up so early the next day~ ! Ehem, am I being too idealistic already? hahahha But I believe everything happens for a reason. If am chosen for this shift then so be it, I'll try to find the fun of it and I think I'm gonna meet with other great colleagues.

So far I'm seperated from Wendy but I think she'll do fine. I've spent 3 days with 2 new friends I met and we had fun.

So work has finally get serious. I'll do my best to learn and perform. Lastly, congratz to all GF0461COm fellas coursemates as we've got our result. I believe we did fine and I'm looking forward to see you guys on convocation!

.: That's It :.

2005-07-29T19:24:00.000+08:00

Result is out today.

I get a 2nd upper honor for my degree. Kinda disappointed coz I aimed for getting a 1st class. I know my parents are hoping I can get 1st class....... Now I understand why the lecturer asked us to aim high - to avoid feeling like shit if grade drops. I still feel not-so-delightful .... Hmm... But it's a fact. How good I scored for my certificate is gonna affect my impression during job interviews, but the performance of my work is what counts when it comes to work because a paper means your capability to handle and manage new experiences and responsibilities, right? It did mean something - an appreciation and entitlement of all my hardwork for these years... I guess I cant just sit here and moan over it because it isn't so bad right?

As for my work, today is the last day of my induction training. I honestly said that the friends that I know in merely 3 weeks -- we just had so much fun and supports for each other. I really felt like we're a family! Sue Mei, Kim, Jenny, Gowri, Usha, Nadia, Noorul, Yati, Cecelia, Sri, Bradley, Shaun, Praba, Jacob Jr., Sudesh, Ariff, Khairi, Geoffrey, and lastly my babe Wendy are all my fellow colleagues and friends. They are so friendly, "kewl", crazy, helpful, supportive, motivated, artistic, playful, talented, creative.... I'm speechless. From the first few days when there are small cliques of our own during breakfast/lunch breaks till we can sit together in a big long table and chat while eating.... So...... some of them will go under UK and US, even Aus & NZ .. our working time is totally different so it's hard for me to meet them again in the future... I just want to say I've had the most wonderful time with them. I enjoyed the 3 weeks of my working and I'm gonna miss them very very very much.

To all my new friends and colleagues, no regret knowing you all, all the best and we shall come out to have a drink sometime soon!!

.: Still feel like am studying :.

2005-07-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hi all, sorry for slow update.... I was tired everyday after work because I have to get up at 5am everyday.. But I cant sleep early else I can be more energetic. Thanks for all the blessings, my dad now is fine. He will have to go back for 2nd operation though on the coming Monday. He will be okay coz my mom is basically the best dietician h can get hahahaha! She cooks the food less taste coz need to be less salt less oil but still yummy.

My work is fine -- now is 3 weeks of induction training and I've got into the 2nd week of it. PLenty of activities that make me feel like am still in the college hahaa. We have potluck party on next Thursday. Wendy and I plan to make sandwich while others who are unable to bring food is calling for catering. That's alright coz not everyone has own transport and to bring portion of 8-9 people is really burdening. I'm not taking my own transport but it's alright, sandwiches are not that heavy. Egg and Tuna sandwich are what's on our mind. Hehe. A few girls of my class are performing too, including myself. We're doing a 70's dance "I Will Survive" - simple moves, lots of fun. I take part because it's fun as all girls play and dance on stage. It's not that I'm doing it alone or only a few of us... there are around 7-8 of us so I feel like playing more than performing. Well think about it, induction training is only once in a life time there. Why dont just enjoy it before hectic life begins right? *wink*

Besides this party we're just done with group magazine today. Our topic is Whales of The World. Educating and entertaining ( haha! Of coz must praise ma~~~!!). Lots of cut and paste so my collection of magazines are useful but sob sob there goes my magazines .. lots of holes.. Never mind our magazine is NICE... I enjoy doing it!! For the past few years of my colleage life I was totally cut off from all these sketching, cutting & pasting.. muahahahhahaaa!! And we talk and laugh while doing it and let our ideas go wild and imaginative!!! A big N.I.C.E!

My colleagues are all very crazy. I must say this 3 weeks of induction training will never being washed out from my memory becoz I just have so much fun.Today we're totally out of mind, even in normal days the most quiet ones are so hippie today. Oh yeah, today is my company's 3rd birthday. So everyone gets kinda relax today. They apply work hard play hard theory.

I'm telling you all the good things eh? yeah I do realize it. Never mind when I finally start my job I think I'll have bad things to tell u all. Just wait. So now I need plenty of beauty sleep everyday. I sleep for 1-2 hours when I got back home daily.. today I'm totally losen out. I only woke up 2 hours ++ later jsut now. And frankly I couldnt even shower first before I went to get a nap. Just.... collapse.. hehe.

Ok I guess it's long enough.... Jae's out!

.: Home :.

2005-07-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

My dad is coming home today. :)
Thanks Dr.Kim Tan.

Thanks to the friends who asked about my dad. He is alright. For those who havent know what's happening: My dad is admitted to hospital on 11/7/2005 ( Monday) because he felt the pain at his heart. After checking he's proven to have artieries blocked aka coronary disease. His case can be considered as Heart Attack. Many of arteries are blocked. Doctor cleared the main one, which is 99% blocked on the left heart. If it's 100%, stroke happens. The other on the right heart is 97% blocked.Other smaller arteries can be treated by medication. So left blocked is clear, and the right blocked will be clear in 2 weeks time. At the meantime he's still a bomb.

My dad is coming home today :)

.: My Hero :.

2005-07-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

You're always a brave man in my life,
Smile is never lost seen on your most graceful face
Even though there are tough times in our life;

You always beat the challenges by yourself,
This time you're not alone,
we'll fight together with you, dad;
You've beaten the most difficult times,
this is just like a snap of finger. You can do it!

You have the biggest heart and God wont take that away from you,
and from us;
Life is beautiful, dad, and you'll taste the beauty of it again soon.

"Sir, I want to see a brave man walking around the site with commanding power.I miss you alot, come fast. Until that I pray to my God for your good. Ur bro, Rajesh" -- Rajesh, my dad's colleague sent SMS to his phone.

.: Hmm... Work lu :.

2005-07-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

To be honest I had a slight disappointment when I didnt get the call from HDPM the day I finished my final interview with them whilst Wendy received their call just a few hours after that. I'm happy for her that she gets the offer ^^. On the other hand, I myself thought maybe I'd done some mistakes during the interview that caused me to miss the offer. However I feel it's a normal process that everyone will go through when looking for jobs. You're choosing also you're being chosen. So, I tidy up my mood and look for another while working on the part time job.

The next day I dragged my butt to work because I still feel uneasy at my stomach. Then I got a call from HDPM. For a moment I thought it's gonna be a reject call. But the person on the line told me I got through and I'm offered a job called Security Processing Data Maintenance (SPDM) -- what the heck it is?!?!?! As far as I'm concerned my job is different from Wendy.. Hmm I dont have any idea how come I'm offered this job ( maybe I'm not good enough but they do need people ... lol). And I dont know what I do being this position... Hahaha! So I decided to give it a try. I get positive response from parents and my ex-supervisor asking me to just go ahead and learn some experience, if really not happy and I dont learn anything then I can leave and seek for another job. The salary is quite low but I can accept that for being a fresh grad. I dont know how much I worth, do you? Hahaha so for being a newbie I'm ready to put aside the money issue and just gain some experience. Moreover it's quite a huge company, maybe I'll taste some salts and sour but it's alright. Society comprises many kinds of people, you wont know when you're gonna get it, so as my God-brother said :"STAY LOW(profile)" . He also told me 2 rules:

Rules no.1 : BOSS is ALWAYS RIGHT.
Rules no2 : If you think you're RIGHT, remember Rule no.1 : BOSS IS ALWAYS RIGHT.

I feel like kicking him at his butt....

So, okay. I'll start on Monday. I went for a medical check-up yesterday with Wendy and YES I'm totally healthy. I felt like I'm a total idiot when doing the medical check-up because I've never had one!!! But it was quite a fun experience for me hahahahhaa. Luckily I had Wendy with me or else I really looked like an idiot.

I get to know that Wendy and Daniel are sick too. Take care ya both of you. Dan, how's the feeling of going bowel the entire day? Hahaha dont eat oily food.

OK will stop here. Tell you guys more next time.

.: A Sudden Strike :.

2005-07-06T09:41:00.000+08:00

I'm just recovered from illness that striked me suddenly 2 nights ago. I guess it had to do with the place I was seated in the office that day - It was horribly cold, it was freezing! My nails were purple in color!!!! And I think I must have got the cold air into my stomach that made me poo-ing the entire day yesterday! What went in, came out right after that. Terrible. I even puked in the morning but as my stomach was empty for the entire night, I ended up puking air. SOB.....

And because I've got a final interview this morning I got to take medicine so I could wake up, smile, energetic and walk! And so I did, popped few pills - pain killer as I was having terrible migraine and the one that stopped me from poo-ing.... Hehehehehe. I even drank Ho Yan Ho herbal tea. And I went to sleep. It worked. This morning I feel good again! And few minutes later I've gotta drive out to pick up Wendy and head to HDPM for a final interview. I think I'll accept this job if I could get it and work for the time being, and I will be looking out for opportunities too if I find this job is not what I want. :) So, if I quit this in the future and look for a new job, I still got some pennies to spend so it's not like I have nothing, compare to now. Hehehehe, wish me luck *wink*

To the friends who're employed, happy working; to those who havent and even havent started to look for one, take some rest, spend some free time to do the things you enjoy doing and all the best!

Fingers crossed ....... It's either I go to IGB building(Midvalley) tomorrow and for the week after until I find a permanent job, or I ask parents for car next week onwards, to drive to Cyberjaya... hahaa!!!

.: Decision to make :.

2005-07-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

Writing this post at the office during lunch hour--I was seated at the corner so I have the least attention. QUite a nice place to sit as no one cares what am doing, except that I have to report to my head end of the day... Even my ex-supervisor JEnnifer forgot to call me out for lunch since I was seated in different place today. Anywayz, work has been OKAY.. quite boring. What I did is just charting, checking report, recruting and filter respondents... so far that is all.

I've been offered a job as Global Support Executive (NICE NAME!!) in HDPM (a HSBC group) at Cyberjaya -- as back-end data processing officer I think. If I'm through for the final interview, I'll be working for Taiwan continent who yeah, processes data for Taiwan HSBC customers, deals with Taiwan HSBC bankers though. As I said, a back-end. So I'll never need to speak with the customer I presume. Salary is 1.5-1.8k .. Working hours is perfectly normal (9-6pm) as others who work for UK or US would have to stay up while people are going to bed. I've been troubled by the salary and job scope, I wonder would it be interesting and well-paid. My parents and Jennifer, even Dan babe said go ahead and do it as I'm fresh grad, being with HSBC gives me a better background. But I have another job offer as a Java Programmer which is still pending now and I got a decision to make on next Wednesday! I hope I can have an answer from the other job before next Wed, so it'll be easier for me to make decision. It's quite troubling as human always hope for better. But would I regret for what I missed -- this is the most terrifying feeling. I certainly dont wish to be 1 of the unemployed in Malaysia, but looking at offers I feel that I deserve better? Greedy? Or maybe..... just fit into this job in HDPM, spend 6months-1 year to collect experience, and aim for transferring to different department in HDPM after that, or head outside for a better place. You guys please gimme suggestions and advices. Thanks a million!!

.: Sien :.

2005-06-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

I wanna grow mushroom liao....... maybe become spidergirl coz I got all webbed up and perhaps will be biten by any strange kind of spider......zzZZZzzzz. Any suggestion how to spend free time?

.: You'll miss my "Stepping" alryte~~~ :.

2005-06-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

Out today for a movie with pals -- Wendy, Zoe, Daniel, YinChew, SoonFeei, KingKo...We watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith. I have to say it's WHOA!! WHOAAAAA!! WHOOOOAAAA!!!! I mean, despite the fact that you drool over Mr.Brad for his charms and sexuality( so appealing!!!), I drooled over Ms.Angelina for her beauty, provocative , lustious and sexy appeal too. She's just so stunning, ya know. I always like her.... a bit of evilish here and there.. NICE!

Anywayz we had fun watching the movie. Laughed alot. It was terribly cold though. I was freezing as I sat at the other end of the row, I could feel the wind was blowing right to my body. My fingers felt numb when it finally finished. And god knows how many times I shiver because of goose bumps. Whoa.. it was killing.

After that, planned to go sing Karaoke but they wanted to get home earlier to pack things for a trip to Redang tonight. Nice one. So okay we suggested to go another time, certainly it's after they're back from the trip. So to everyone who joins in the trip, have a great time there, enjoy the sun shine enjoy the crystal clear ocean. Breathe the air for me ya. haha! Becareful also. To Zoe babe I wish you'll get well soon. *Love yaz*

And oh.. erm.. Daniel always seems to be the one who's been bullied all the time. By whom? By ..... afew of us hahahahaha. But hey, not everyone has the chance oo and look at you, You ENJOY it! I know it got sour and painful at times, but WE DO LOVE YOU. You'll miss all our teasings. I can tell, as I will miss urs too. So, yeah keep the charm, stay cool, stay handsome. *wink*

I' continue my Kill Bill2. Kick ass!